Awww initially woke up around 9am, then went back to lala-land until 1pm! hahas.. sound like(^(00)^)ehhs.. but no choice, nowadays always turned in at 2 plus.. Didn't know have to meet them earlier as i missed the phone call,so i was late.=x Glad to see them* again after so long! *ZhiXin,Aishah,Nicole and Lisa. They now shared a common similarity, and that is, short hair! 1st time to see zhixin with short hairstyle.. looks rather cute as the current hairstyle somehow magnifies her eyes to look bigger. (:









she looks like a mousey! Nic's blog got full description.. hahas

Chilled inside Yoshinoya at Kovan, we created lots of laughter.. lucky never got any complaint. Thinking back at our secondary school life, those funny actions that happened in class, some classmates' trademarks [eg. touching butt of others], bla bla bla... LOL. funny lar..








chopsticks twist? yay, she loves it. that's why. hur hur

Below are pictures of us wearing the vintage hairband..[ according to the size of eyes..]













































































blowing bubble...?









OTO shaking machine! hahas..nice. shake shake..









2 kisses at one go! ^^

















Simply to say, we created havoc in the mall..!Zhixin said people that walked past us gave us wierd stare.. whatever! seeking childhood days...ya know.. lols. Oh ya, we're patrotic out of the blue. We kept singing Xinmin school song non-stop while walking along the underpass to the opposite bus-stop.. hahas the song is quite cheena and high pitch one. Just imagine.. gosh~

Though it's just a simple outing, i have enjoyed it. hehe. Next time gonna saw them will be homecoming day ler..!

Had problem blogging due to alignment and login to MSN. Web messenger is so NOT user-friendly. Sian.. Off to watch tv 我猜 then =)


how do you determine what's worthwhile in life?

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

Chorus:
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will, (Now you will (3rd Chorus))
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

Chorus

So in times when all your hope is gone
And you go through life afraid
In your heart there lies a hopeful song
That is there to guide the way
And all the hurt and all the pain
You soon will learn was not in vain
For all your prayers, they will be heard
They'll come to pass through faith

Chorus
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This song made me think about the Xinmin Art of Festival-Kaleidoscope, held last year by performing groups.. an inspiring one indeed. Anyway, this year has SYF Central Judging... wish all the groups will attain Gold award, with honours even better! hahas.. (:



life is short.laugh insanely.love truly.forgive quickly.

Yesterday was difficult for mi to go to lala-land... tried to turn in at half past twelve, in the end couldn't sleep until two plus. The light in my room was lit on, the entire house was in total silence. As i couldn't sleep.. i sat down and penned down something.. things that floated in my mind. The feeling is terrible, anger mixed with sorrow. Reflection was done yesterday as well.I kept asking myself why can't i gain trust of others... be it you or my parents.. to their eyes i'm so not trustworthy.. an unreliable girl.

How true...my life has many ups and downs..i have been bottling up all the sad things happened in the past 16 years and to others, i may seem to be a cheerful girl..always wear a smile in front of others.. no one just know my inner self and care about me. Do you know the feeling of being ostracised by the entire class...? Have you been kept in the dark by others.. while people backstabbing you..? At my lowest point of time, who do i turn to..? NO ONE.

I'm just slipping off the edge, hanging by a thread..

Friends just come and go.. i don't have close friends.do i? i am always alone-all on my own. what did i do wrong? I am alone again trying to survive in upcoming poly life. It's okay. really okay...

I thought i would stand strong..but it was just a lie to myself.

I am hurt and don't want to get hurt again..yet it's impossible. A person that is full of scars in his/her heart, will always hesitate to move on.Each step he/she makes is important,because this person will never want to get hurt if make the wrong move.

Finally, i brokedown. I couldn't stand it anymore! so tired of my life.. rahhsss..! Yes i'm EMO if you don't know. i'll just keep hiding... as no one understands at all.



Loser of trust..i admit defeat.

Ohayo!hahas..alone at home today. sian..

I am looking for laptop offers...because NYP offers only Acer and Fujitsu notebooks..would you want to get a light notebook of about 1.8kg [weight saver option] with normal spec, or a more bulky one with better spec? Acer is out of my choice because my brother has one..

Currently,i am considering Fujitsu Lifebook S7110,Dell Inspiron 6400 or Lenovo Y400..any other better offer? School's starting soon..

Pocket gonna burn a big hole ler..!! =(















Rendered the pic because it's too dark le..that's winnie on the right. She's like my "twin"...not because of identical faces lar..but we stand at the same height of 168cm..! hehe..the top apparels are the same too- green & black.

Tags
Mysterious: Glass gonna shatter le..still knock knock..hahas =) kidding.
Koon Koon: Thanks huh.. hahas school's starting soon..next time probably.. =x
Reeve: Orhx okays..no prob. (:
Nightwolf: My tagboard is working...! lols.
See Yuen: you're MISSED! boo hoo thought you've forgotten me...hahas. Yea can go out makan together and catch up with you..so long never see ler! same for ht,jy they all. =D
Nicole: Thanks you're linked.. yes meet up SOON..! see when u're free tell me alright? NP is so far away from NYP lor.. hahas cya soon x)

Hmm..fun day out with Winnie today. Was supposed to meet her around 1.15pm at Hougang Mrt station but i was late for 15 minutes..=x opps paiseh! We haven't settle where to go gai gai.. so on the way to Dhoby Ghaut, we decided to alight at Orchard Mrt and go to Fareast first...Winnie said she wanna look for shoes which she can wear to poly..so we walked around.. price is about $19.90.. common price.
















So we headed to Takashimaya..as we were thristy,we bought soft drinks to quench our thirst. Saw lots of cute stuffs out there.. nice memopads with stylish designs..all the cute,girlish stuffs..so tempted to buy them..! awww...

Anyway, the pic doesn't show those girly stuffs.. there are couple mugs! so kawaii.. hahas Zhu somemore..suits the year of piggy! *oink~

Afterwhich we walked to Cineleisure, saw the countdown thingy for Spiderman 3...28 days..which means it'll show on 1st May..yay gonna watch it man..! Winnie spotted a pink beaded necklace with laces and a pinkish heart.. looks quite cute so she bought it.

Then we crossed over to Heeren... went up and to our surprise, the fountain activated and the water shot so high up...! looks like a white christmas tree from this angle huh...=x lols.

Anyway, currently there is End-Season Sale at town...you can see 40%-70% discount tags everywhere.. benefits girls who like retail therapy..hahas.

We both bought mini mirror of different designs..hahas since we're going to poly, should buy to zi lian abit mah right..=P silver in colour de.






By the time it's about six plus...so we walked back to plaza sing. On the way, Winnie spotted and bought something again. It's a totebag- black wools one.

While walking to the entrance of plaza sing, i looked into the Cafe Cartel because i told her quite a few xinmin-ians worked there. Then Sheila saw me and waved to me..hahas. so qiao to see her because last sat i only saw Janet and Johnathan when i had my dinner there..

Walked into the shops in and out, in the end finally bought a pink top encrusted with golden minnie print from M-industries. (: i got tempted by Winnie lor..hahas.

Take Mrt afterthat and home sweet home. Seriously, 6 hours of walking made my legs feel so "lemon-ed"..!! hahas.. cmi sia..

QNS: If sweet can talk because of sweettalk, bread can talk because of breadtalk, then why coffee cannot talk?
Answer: It's because kopitiam!! get it? LOL. aloy and keith are so lame...=x

Everything But The Girl

Darin

When I saw you I knew you were the one
I want to orbit you like you're the sun
but let me know before I come undone
am I the one for you

I'm like a puzzle with a missing piece
I got a car but didn't get the keys
and only you can set my mind at ease
so what am I to do

I have everything but the girl I want, it's sad but true
and everything but the love I need to make it through
and every time I look into your eyes, that's when I realize
just how much I love you

Some say lady luck is on my side
and that my life has been an easy ride
but they don't know how many times I cried
cause I am nothing without you

I have everything but the girl I want, it's sad but true
and everything but the love I need to make it through
and everytime I look into your eyes, that's when I realize
just how much I love you

I don't know how long I can keep it up
I need a sign to make it through
You gotta tell me now, you gotta let me know
so what am I, what am I to do

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Nice song IMO. (:

Love is only a chapter in a guy's life, but to a girl, it's the whole book.

Happily publishing my blog in the evening, i realised that url cannot work..!! Totally blank. =( Thus, i changed to this url.. doesn't matter anyway.. hahas just so tedious to change here and there..

Hope the problem has been solved by now. Boring day to start off the week..

What do you do if you fall in love with someone who is afraid to give even a share of his/her love to you ...?

Just created this blog today, for my future ranting and whatsoever! hahas... =P