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Thursday, May 31, 2007 ▪

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background and the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset.

With that and the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated and decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, and with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in and agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love thru emails and phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice... The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to loss her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry, it's still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same, except for the ringing tone of the phone. This pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know and not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions and millions of reply, countless of phone calls. All the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything and be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learns sign language and started a new life. Telling her everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came and told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed and her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. Girl was shattered. When she opens the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. "I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled."
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ECONS TEST TMR!! AND I STILL HAVEN'T FINISH STUDYING!! HAHS DEAD.

Understood the concept can ler.. Econs ain't like maths. sian.

Jia you jia you! ((:

-scribbling notes-



Many reactions people had when they knew my left arm was dislocated in a minor way. lols. Thanks for the well wishes. =) Didn't know why but it just dislocated by itself. >.<" Appreciated frenx and takkaire all.

Paiseh Sam,Alex and Ker Yih. Not going out tmr.

Get well soon Kenneth.

Cya take care.


Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ▪

NBKNN. =x I MISSED 2 CONSECUTIVE BUSES! wah lao i stepped out of house and was at the bus-stop at around 7.20am. Guessed what.. i reached the lecture room at 8.30am. Boarded the 3rd bus jiu suan le.. that bus driver kept asking ppl to squeeze in while it's already so crowded just to let one or two commuters to board the bus. Kaos! FULL TO THE BRIM MEANS FULL LIAO STILL TI-TI SQUEEZE AND STOP AT EVERY BUS-STOP. zzz... just couldn't understand. Like that the bus driver will make the ppl reaching their destination late okays. It's better to let those who cannot board the bus wait for the next one than to waste the time stopping at each bus shelter and order ppl to move inwards. BROKE RECORD LAR. argghh.

Econs lecture. Erm...no one's listening to him. lols..=/ The lecturer spoke super slow alright..sian. Then was the eng tutorial. Quite alot ponned school today.

After school had lunch with Xinying and Stacey. Xinying ordered McChicken while Stacey and I bought McSpicy. Despite knowing that the McSpicy was extremely hot, we still took the challenge together. Then Stacey said we were friends so we "you nan tong dang"[suffer together] then suan-ed Xinying for not eating the same meal. Hahs... then i added,"Our friendship "bu zhi wu mao qian" [not even worth 50 cents!] Then she gave the ke lian look.. lols.

Oh man... i managed to finish the set meal. yays. ((: but i gulped two cups of coke because Xinying poured her drink to mine. lols. Anyway, she's abit pa jiao and pa stamp. ROFL. Don't believe? See below:




Hahahas..xinying if you see this you have to admit your eyes are abit.. ermmm...hehs. =P

We were chatting about our clique. It's going to split sooner or later. hahs... is that so? I think so.

Then home sweet home. x)

After that Kenneth told me he's sick. Get well soon. Nowadays it's very humid and it's easy to fall sick. Take care ehhs..

Tmr's vesak day. yays can rest at home. =)
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The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read beneath the long, straggly branches of an old willow tree. Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown, for the world was intent on dragging me down.

And if that weren't enough to ruin my day, a young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play. He stood right before me with his head tilted down and said with great excitement, "Look at what I found!"

In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight, with its petals all worn, not enough rain, or too little light. Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play, I faked a small smile and then shifted away.

But instead of retreating he sat next to my side and placed the flower to his nose and declared with overacted surprise, "It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too. That's why I picked it. Here, it's for you."

The weed before me was dying or dead. Not vibrant of colors, orange, yellow or red. But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave. So I reached for the flower, and replied, "Just what I need."

But instead of him placing the flower in my hand, he held it midair without reason or plan. It was then that I noticed for the very first time that weed toting boy could not see. He was blind.

I heard my voice quiver, tears shone like the sun as I thanked him for picking the very best one. "You're welcome," he smiled, and then ran off to play, unaware of the impact he'd had on my day.

I sat there and wondered how he managed to see a self pitying woman beneath an old willow tree. How did he know of my self indulged plight? Perhaps from his heart, he'd been blessed with true sight.

Through the eyes of a blind child, at last I could see the problem was not with the world. The problem was with me. And for all of those times I myself had been blind, I vowed to see the beauty in life, and appreciate every second that's mine.

And then I held that wilted flower up to my nose and breathed in the fragrance of a beautiful rose and smiled as I watched that young boy, another weed in his hand about to change the life of an unsuspecting old man.
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The most beautiful flower...


Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ▪

School was alright today. But time went too SLOW today...sian. Walking in the rain... hahs.

大雨冲走了昨天青春乌云几片
彩虹的旁边有星星几点
迫不及待在眨眼

There's 3 small kids walking towards my direction to and fro.. then i looked at them.At first only yhe young boy came with an umbrella on hand. The youngest girl was about 2 years old and then she took the big umbrella and walked towards me while looking back to see her siblings. The young girl seemed to offer me the umbrella but she didn't know how to communicate i guessed. hahas. I waved to her with a smile..but the little girl thought i didn't want to take the umbrella?? LOL so cute! Then this toddler walked off... =))

Waited till the heavy rain eased to light drizzle then chiong all the way home. Lucky my lappy didn't spoil.. lols.

Felt damn tired now.. don't know why either. Perhaps it's a long school day. Oh ya, while walking towards NYP earlier in the morning.. i noticed a guy was looking at me strangely. Quite familiar lei..then i thought and realised he's the bf of jingting. Met before as they're friends of Daryl.

AVELYN IS SUCH A SLACKER!! hahs.. i'm lazy. =x
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There is this guy who loves two gals at the same time but he doesn't know which one he loves more. Someone taught him:

"If you are happy, who do you think of first? If you think of her, she is the one you love more."

NO, THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO TEST THE FORMULA OF LOVE.

Ask yourself this question honestly:

"When you are sad, which gal/guy you want to share your burden with?" If you think of that gal/guy first, she/he is the one that you love more. However if you think of the same gal/guy when you are happy & sad, that's the most perfect. But if you didn't think of the same gal/guy, I would advise you to choose the one you are willing to share your sadness with.

In life, there are more sorrows than happiness. There are too many people whom you can share your happiness with, not necessary your lover. If you live your life happily, you can also enjoy it alone. Sadness, however not many people is willing to share burden with you. If you are willing to tell her/him your unhappiness, she/he got to be someone who is closest & most understanding to you.

In other words, if she/he only thinks of you when she/he is happy, but look for someone else when she/he is sad. This kind of lover is too unstable; she/he didn't treat you as someone she/he can spend the rest of her life with.

If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?

Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives... things we don't even share with the families who raised us. But what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these... and more. No matter where we met, no matter how long we've been together... I call you friend. A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word overflowing with love. Truly great things come in small packages.

Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed. It is a constant book always waiting... waiting to be read and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements... we may have our disappointments... we may argue.. we may concern one another friendship is a unique bond that lasts through all tribulations. A part of each of us goes into our friendships... our humor... our experiences... our tears.

Friendships are foundations... necessary for life and love.
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Stacey and i accompanied Xinying to buy her textbooks. Then we asked her to "shun bian" buy us lollipops but she didn't. Boo hoo..our friendship not even worth 50 cents man! ROFL.

Oh well. hahas.


Monday, May 28, 2007 ▪


TATA! Our star wor! NICE!?! Photographer is ME okays! One hand inside the pic the other hand taking this pic. wahahas =)


Reflection of us. left- xinying middle-stacey right-avelyn

Me and Stacey Ma aka Mrs Jay Chou. =/

Double twist. Xinying, Me,Stacey.


Xinying and Me.


Do Re Mi...?! HAHS. nice.

Today went abit late to school.. lols. But it's okays. After that what stocked me was the absent record. Last logged in was 100% full attendance. Log in this time, had 2 modules being marked down. 96.7% and 95% for stats and marketing respectively. fc#uk. Went to find Dr. Badri and the statistics absence rate was cleared. But marketing..kaos. you think that lecturer would help me mark the attendance manually? wait long long man. Already told her and she did write on her class list yet she didn't do anything about the system on the net. zzz. she already kena kpkb by alot of ppl. sian.

Afterwhich had mac for lunch and headed to the library. Done stats tutorial and then suggested to take pics..lols. First time we took pics tgt sia.. winnie was resting, lingling was absent and hazel went out with the junhao gang. lols.

Stacey ma is very evil! you know why? She commented that i was cute in one of the pic.. and she went to delete that pic..!! HAHS. ROFL ZEK ARK!! lols.. evil~

Ok lar i think i'm damn sleepy. That's why u see those pic were like erm... hehs. =x nvm. Maybe cos of that RED flash mode.That star pic is copyrighted. lols.

((:

Saw a big big Sailfish i think. lols. stunning.

Tmr's lesson starts at 1pm but going to skl at 11am to do project. hais sian. hehs.

Cya~



Lesson Time:8am-5pm SIAN. Such a long day. Shall post another story before i switched off my lappy.

love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but hold on.

I made a mistake for not holding on in the past..had i? 8 months of singlehood.Hmmm...Who knows whether it's a right/wrong decision.

Do read these two stories... quite nice i think. =) Night ppl. [Fan not turned on!Beads of perspiration dripping down from my chin..! ahhh..]

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He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffeeshop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, and she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home."

Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there."

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands. He had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they were living the happy life. And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you - the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."

Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?" She replied, "It's sweet."


Sunday, May 27, 2007 ▪

One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office. Apparently, they are there to file a divorce. Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story.

This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over years of marriage nothing ever seems to go right.

They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce.

Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 years of marriage at the age of 70, he couldn't understand why the old couple would still wants a divorce.

While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband. "I really love you, but I really can't carry on anymore, I'm sorry."

"It's OK, I understand." said the husband. Looking at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them, wife thought, why not, since they are still going be friends.

At the dining table, there was a silence of awkwardness.

The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady. "Take this, it's your favourite."

Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe there's still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer. "This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, don't you know that I hate drumsticks?"

Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favourite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drumsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.

That night, both of them couldn't sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn. After hours, the old man couldn't take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he can't carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her, "I love you."

He picks up the phone, started dialing her number. Ringing never stops. He never stop dialing.

On the other side, she was sad, she couldn't understand how come after all these years, he still doesn't understand her at all, she loves him a lot, but she just can't take it anymore. Phone's ringing, she refuses to answer knowing that it's him. "What's the point of talking now that it's over. I have ask for it and now. I want to keep it this way, if not I will lose face. "She thought. Phone still ringing. She have decided to pull out the cord.

Little did she remember, he have heart problems.

The next day, she received news that he had passed away. She rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone. He had a heart attack when he was still trying to get thru her phone line.

As sad as she could be. She will have to clear his belongings. When she was looking thru the drawers, she saw this insurance policy,dated from the day they got married, beneficiary is her. Together in that file there's this note.

"To my dearest wife, by the time you are readingthis, I'm sure I'm no longer around, I bought this policy for you, though the amount is only $100k, I hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that I have made when we got married, I might not be around anymore, I want this amount of money to continue taking care of you, just like the way I will if I could have live longer. I want you to know I will always be around, by your side. I love you."

Tears flowed like river.
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Sometimes, things are never what they seem to be. Don't make assumptions as it may not end up to be what you expect.There are many morals from this story.. When you love someone, let them know. You never know what will happen the next minute. Learn to build a life together. Learn to love each other for who they are. Not what they are. It's how you interpret this story. Just like in life, you have many choices. But only one can be your final decision.

GE game server -non PK mode. Anyone's playing? I know some who play but they are in PK mode server. Sian.. hahs. =P i love the musics as well as graphics.


Saturday, May 26, 2007 ▪

11 plus now..dad was reprimanding me for using the lappy for too long. ZZZ. I just don't want to watch tv can.. wah lao. Somemore didn't scold my brother but only me. Argghhh.Nvm life is so unfair. =x

Stayed at home today.. no $$ to go out. hahs, or rather don't wanna spend more $$ this week.

Just started to play Granado Espada. Very nice! =D sth like Diablo. hahs =)

okays gtg now. hais. cya. ((:


Friday, May 25, 2007 ▪

Yucks. Late by 1 min today. hahas. Merely woke up and rushed to school just to attend Badri's Stats lecture. Lols..9am-11am. After which waited for Lawrence to come to school because he had to sell Stacey and Winnie the second hand books. Waited for him for quite long then Winnie was intending to go for job interview later.He reached and went into the lecture hall then msg-ed me he got the books already. I thought he's going to come out but never.I told Stacey they all what he had told me and Stacey said he qian da got books didn't want to come out. dots so called him and he came out to sell them the books. lols funny.

Afterwhich we went to take mrt. Xinying and I alighted at Orchard. Had lunch @ Mos Burger in Taka. Walked around looking for sales... hahas Great Singapore Sales what. Then went to Cineleisure and walked into a jewellery shop which i forgot its name. =x hahas, Xinying bought a necklace. Then we used escalator and went up to lvl 4 to buy movie tickets to watch Pirates of the Caribbean-At World's End at 2pm.Ended at around 5pm. Hmmm IMO it's a nice movie. Hilarious and interesting.For those who thinks the ending is sort of no link and clueless, perhaps it's due to the fact that the FINAL ending only appears AFTER the movie CREDITS. hahas, which is like so damn LONG lar... hehs.

Shopping time after the movie. Went to Blossomz and we tried on the shorts.Don't really like the design but xinying likes it so she bought one black de.hahs. She's really an impulsive buyer.She said herself and i totally agreed with her. lols.

Afterwhich went to "see see look look" at those mobile shops in Cine. I saw the same necklace that i bought yesterday!! Cool~ Priced at $39.90.Then xinying said i very "she de" to buy the necklace.She spent even more lor.. accumulated would be about $50+ already for her.Hahs, but i bought that necklace at J8 with a cheaper price lor. =) yea.

Then i was looking for a necklace chain to replace the chain that comes with the pendant. Then saw a shop and we both bought a necklace each. lols. Afterthat walked over to Heeren to continue our shopping spree.And I bought a black top @ PinkIndustries.It's the one that i had taken pic tgt with winnie peng de. Uploaded in friendster profile de.That time i wore the green one but now i bought the black one instead. Hahs.Then we also walked to alot of places.. wheelock place..isetan scotts..wisma..tangs..paragon.After walking for so long at orchard, we headed to Dhoby Ghaut and walked again.. lols. Not much sales at plaza sing though. We bought handphone stickers at Mu-Ee.

After that went to take mrt back to hougang. Sth funny happened. There was this couple whom the guy was combing his gf's hair in the public and the lady was like posing as if she's a model. ROFL. This was seen when we were waiting at the mrt station.Upon arrival of the train, the guy started to tie the lady's hair again. Then an aunty who was sitting down saw the scene and gave them a wierd stare. lols. Moreover, he started to massage his gf. ahhas.. by the time Xinying and I were laughing away. Then i took out my handphone and typed "The guy is like maid." and showed it to xinying. GUESSED WHAT!?! She looked at my hp screen and said, " THE GUY IS LIKE MAID" OUT LOUD!! Then i was like, WTH. hahahs.. then i quickly answered her," lucky the guy isn't here. my class one." LMAO. phew~

Ahhhh... my expense has exceeded my allowance $$ which is $200. Zzz... means i have used my savings de $$ liao. I didn't spent much but still exceeded. All because of the transportation fees and the money spent on food. SIAN.

If i'm going out tomorrow, i guess i have to control as i am broke! =((


Thursday, May 24, 2007 ▪


Winnie snapped this..the guy in green shirt is Campus Superstar contestant Adriano. meifang's idol.. hahs. Let her see one. =x



Hehs! CUTE?! Shroomy head pillow..! =D




SUPER MARIO!! cool man.. ((:


The sunshine is on our side.


SMILE!

White & Black. nice mah? hahs, is this considered formal wear? =P
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I was late for marketing lecture today. card scanned- 10:06am. ZZZ. The bus 159 kept stopping at every bus-stop and dragged very long. hais. Made me can't sit with my clique then sat all the way at the front row. During break then wu fan asked me to swap seats with me so that i could sit beside winnie tan. hahas. (:

That marketing lecturer was insane- AS USUAL. Every week we have to tolerate her in order to absorb the marketing info if not she wouldn't teach.>.<" Bought a packet of strawberry pocky and ate during lecture. Lol it was rather difficult and she kept looking at our direction. Cos practically my class were eating snacks secretly. hahs. Then Stacey kept dee-siaoing Aaron because his way of eating the pocky was to finish eating the strawberry filling first then eat the entire stick. LOL. That's how i used to eat pocky when i was young. That means Aaron is childish lar! Strawberry pocky somemore. Stacey said he was niang~ rofl.

After school went to AMK hub to meet winnie peng. hahs, she has grown taller..! we used to be of the same height of 168cm. Now i think she hits 170cm already..hahs. Walked around..catch up with her about skl and recent life. Realised there are alot of Box shops in AMK hub- Shoebox,Toastbox,Artbox,The box. HAHS. All is selling different kind of product lines. Had donuts from Summerhouse. YUMMY~

Winnie wore high heels and was uncomfortable with it as it has friction with her skin then it kinda peeled. So she bought plasters and pasted on them. Lols, she used about 5 plasters sia. Afterwhich went to Bishan J8. Upon reaching, i saw familiar figure. Oo.. i saw Adriano..! hahs, and i told winnie. Winnie withdrew her money and wanna bought a belt supposedly but the white belt is abit stained. Then saw benjamin tan (xinmin 407). Walked around to find formal clothes for business presentation ah.. winnie needs to buy.

Didn't know why sale promoters were so frustrated nowadays. We thought that we have provoked every sales person that we have met today.. if not why they all had a black face and attitude one. =/

In the end, we bought nice necklaces. hahas.. 3 days dont need to have lunch already. Then it was time to go home as winnie had to rush home to tutor a pri one kid. lols.. on the way saw clement and he said "Hiak hiak hiak hiak..." you guys know what is it? The moment i heard i already knew he was copying xiao zhu...~~!! hahs.

On the bus we're snapping photos. lols..This is what you will do when you finally met up with your friend who didn't have the time to meet each other for very long since school term starts. hahas lucky SP got e-learning week.

Tmr's so stupid. Have to wake up early just to attend a 2 hr Statistic lecture. hahs..sian.

Oh ya there's a game called Granado Espada. =) Going to play it tmr as i'm tired now.

Cya~ take care ppl.


Wednesday, May 23, 2007 ▪

Why do you give me the feeling that it's my entire fault to neglect ur conversation? your personal msg..bla bla. I had enough. Can anyone kindly tell me how to handle 9 conversation effectively? Somehow ur phrase of sentences...in ur blog or msn or links you had pasted... are about how u are neglected and hurt etc..

What are you implying? I don't want to keep quiet and apologise to you again and again without you knowing my situation. Yes, perhaps i'm kinda insensitive to ppl's feelings sometimes. i had to admit this. =( but maybe that's just me. I don't blame you either.

Chance was given long time ago and i didn't know when would i give another chance to you...No one knows the answer and it's floating nowhere.Sometimes you gave me the impression of a sweet gentleman..sometimes i think you are a total possessive person that like to control others. MAYBE all these are false... but that's my impression of you. Tell me the reasons to accept you? hais.

Your thinking always opposes my thinking. hahs.. All i know is you're caring and that's a good plus point.

Ahhh.. don't want to think further already. When you think it's time to chase other girls, it's your choice and i will be happy for you. Because i know, you would say time is an excuse when it's not.

MY RANTINGS FOR TODAY! DOWNTURN LIFE?! hmmm...fa xie abit only. =D

(if you think it refers to you..let it be.)

CHEER UP!

You guys can ignore this post if you wish to. ROFL. =p

Night. Gonna sleep early.



Ekkkss. Marketing test has 2 sets of paper for students sitting in alternate rows.. Pink-coloured booklet is the easier paper but i got the blue one instead. =( unfair..!! Hahs, forget it.

While watching yu le bai fen bai @ chl U, i saw this interesting advertisment about the guy who wanted to buy "Anything". So the cashier took out practically anything such as slipper and other stuffs. ROFL.

//Singapore - Marketing company Out of the Box (OOTB) has made its foray into the beverage market with the launch of its ‘Anything' and ‘Whatever' product range.

In a twist, the company has introduced a surprise-packaging concept such that every beverage has a generic design, ensuring that consumers are unaware of the flavour of the purchased beverage until they drink it.

"The concept was developed through the experience a group of friends and I kept having whenever we were at the coffee shop or at home," Johnson Tan, MD, OOTB said. "People kept telling us they just wanted ‘anything' or ‘whatever' whenever we asked them what they wanted to drink."

Together with the product launch, OOTB has rolled out a month-long marketing campaign which includes print, broadcast, outdoor and online media.

The Anything and Whatever range features six flavours each, with the ‘Anything' line containing carbonated soft drinks while ‘Whatever' carries non-carbonated flavours. The product's distribution network includes supermarkets, coffee shops, convenience stores and petrol kiosks.


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If you guys have onlined to MSN in the afternoon.. you would see my nick as "Blast Music". Why? Because Lingling,Xinying,Stacey and I were mugging in the library's discussion room initially. Then suddenly we decided to set our MSN nick the same and began to blast the same music for our 3 laptops. hahas. =P

Anyway,how do you ppl handle conversations with friends in msn? let's say 9 conversations at the same time and some felt neglected. Ahhhh.. maybe it was partly my fault.

Though Marketing test is over, next week gonna have MORE tests coming along the way!! =(

Starcraft 2 came out already..! i want to play starcraft 2! ((:


Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ▪

There once was a little girl who had a bad temper. Her mother gave her a bag of nails and told her that every time she lost her temper, she must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the girl had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as she learned to control her anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. She discovered it was easier to hold her temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the girl didn't lose her temper at all. She told her mother about it and the mother suggested that the girl now pull out one nail for each day that she was able to hold her temper.

The days passed and the young girl was finally able to tell her mother that all the nails were gone. The mother took her daughter by the hand and led her to the fence. She said, "You have done well, my daughter, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one." You can put a knife in a person and draw it out.

It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.

Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.
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This story somehow portraits me- temperamental. Hahs especially when i'm very young. I had hurt my mom and other family members for the past 16 years. My mom cried umpteen times because of me. My dad scolded and yelled because of me.My brother got fed up because of me. Things that i had disappointed them.... But then now things have changed. ((: Low tendency to flare temper unnecessarily.

Yea.Time to worry for tmr's marketing ICA. arggg. i was stunned when wallace told me why didn't i inform him abt marketing test. >.<" who knew he didn't know sia..better to return him his marketing textbook tmr. =x

Super puzzle fighter II, what's the strategy? lols. =p

-waiting for dinner-




Monday, May 21, 2007 ▪

Back from cousin's wedding dinner @ Hotel Miramar. Hmm.. the food was okays only in everyone's opinions. hahs. No wedding photos currently, waiting for them to send to us then i upload bah.


New-wed cousin's mummy [my aunt-left] and my mom[right].


Ah ma and Ah gong ((:


white & red? Hahs retro ah? =x



No time to upload any other photos. Eyes wanna close already.Tmr's accounting tutorial also havent do.. then Wed got marketing test also havent finish studying..just started on the chapter only..argggg.almost hit the state to "peng kui" liao..hahs. BUT havent lar.. SIAN 1/2.

I wanna study but i'm tired. DRAINED you see. hate this feeling of li bu chong xin. kaoss.

Life sucks BIG time. =(


Sunday, May 20, 2007 ▪

Came back from Aunt's house. Her daughter, which is my cousin, is getting married..!! Wees.. relatives went to her house to give them red packets and stuffs. Saw their ROM photos..nice. (: They're holding their wedding banquet tomorrow and cousin Ivan showed us the sildeshows that gonna be broadcasted during the wedding dinner. Cool ehhs.

Saw her bridal and red gowns.. beautiful. I could imagine how georgeous she will be tomorrow as every bride is the PRETTIEST during the wedding. hehs. Then my mom and another aunt were asking cousin Ivan if he's bringing his gf to the wedding dinner tmr and he replied nope. They were puzzled and said if they were his gf, they would be angry and wondering why nvr bring her to banquet. Intially he answered it's redundant as his gf didn't know his family. After their questioning then did they found out that he just steaded not long..1+ week or so. Guessed what he said next? He may get married soon. probably next yr or in 2 years time. Hmm.. but he just went into a new relationship? hahs. Maybe he thinks for his future bah. I got no comment about it. Lols. =x

Spent my weekend without touching any books for revision. DEAD. Test test test..! ahh..shall study now. =)

Edit: Can't get these infos into my head..! arggg. ANNOYING lar. Stupid Marketing..! I have to conquer you before wednesday!! =o



Take a look at an apple tree. There might be five hundred apples on the tree, but each apple has just ten seeds. That's a lot of seeds! We might ask, "Why would you need so many seeds to grow just a few more apple trees?"

Nature has something to teach us here. It's telling us: "Not all seeds grow. In life, most seeds never grow. So if you really want to make something happen, you had better try more than once."

This might mean:
1. You'll attend twenty interviews to get one job.
2. You'll interview forty people to find one good employee.
3. You'll talk to fifty people to sell one house, one car, one vacuum cleaner, one insurance policy, or a business idea.
4. And you might meet a hundred acquaintances just to find one special friend.

When we understand the "Law of the Seed", we don't get so disappointed. We stop feeling like victims. We learn how to deal with things that happen to us. Laws of nature are not things to take personally. We just need to understand them and work with them.

In a nutshell, successful people fail more often. But they plant more seeds.

When things are beyond your control, here's something that you must NOT DO so as to avoid misery in your life:
- You must not decide how you think the world SHOULD be.
- You must not make rules for how everyone SHOULD behave.
- Then, when the world doesn't obey your rules, you get angry.
- That's what miserable people do!

On the other hand, let's say you expect that:
- Friends SHOULD return favors.
- People SHOULD appreciate you.
- Planes SHOULD arrive on time.
- Everyone SHOULD be honest.
- Your husband/wife or best friends/buddies SHOULD remember your birthday.

These expectations may sound reasonable. But often, these things won't happen!
- So you end up frustrated and disappointed.
- There's a better strategy. Demand less, and instead, have preferences!
- For things that are beyond your control, tell yourself: "I would prefer "A", but if "B" happens, it's OK too!"

This is really a change in mindset. It is a shift in attitude, and it gives you more peace of mind.

You prefer that people are polite but when they are rude, it doesn't ruin your day.

You prefer sunshine but if it rains, it is ok too!

To become happier, we either need to change the world or change our thinking. It is easier to change our thinking!

In summary it is not the problem that is the issue, but rather it is your attitude attending to the problem that is the problem.

It's not what happens to you that determine your happiness. It's how you think about what happens to you!
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True or not true? hahs..That's the way life goes. When there's a will, there's a way. So stop complaining about your life though i always grumble as well.

=))

Stay happy guys!


Saturday, May 19, 2007 ▪

Just came back from outside. Went to Bugis with one small and one big colourwolves. Hahs..Kenneth withdrew $1000 accidentally. =x wahahas could rob him arh.. Then we went to find ATM Deposit Machine but to no avail. They saw an uncle dropping his dollar notes on the floor and sweeping them up quickly.>.<" zek ark.

Walked to Bugis Village to find my belt. Went into a shop then started to find a suitable one. Described the dress and asked for their opinions. We stood there for very long.Hahs, we didn't get to unanimous agreement therefore continued with the search. Combed the entire place..they gave some kuku opinions..and some pretty gd suggestions as well. While searching kenneth almost tripped and he said the model figure was zek ark..her foot was out and tripped him.Lols..it's stationary one lei. hahs..anyway in the end managed to buy a red-ribboned belt after walking for three rounds. lols.

Time for dinner. So we walked all the way to Plaza Sing. Kenneth suggested to eat @ Pepper lunch. Then Tzewei said "Pep ni qu si.." while walking to PS for ALOT of times. Who knew in the end was Tzewei who said wanna settle dinner @ Pepper lunch. Diaos.

Full house. So had to wait for seats. Then finally one group went off. The guys in front of us went to chop seats 1st and we thought no more tables liao. They asked us got how many people and pushed 2 tables for us. Then didn't know why came a waitress who separate the 2 table and put the table no. 8 and 9. Kaosss. I asked them why didn't go and have a seat then kenneth told me about it. So i abit dao and asked another waiter if could merge the table not and he said can. Then i looked at the waitress and gave her that bu shuang face. hehs. =p

Had salmon pepper rice for dinner. yays my fav. =)) lols.. then kenneth and tzewei ordered steaks and tasted like rubber indeed. hahs. Crapped as usual then their angle could watch the tv serial- Legend of Condor Heroes. Tzewei said the female lead is chio and his eyes was glued to the TV while eating..lols. Kenneth asked me to turn around and i saw a little boy hugging a small girl sitting on the floor. So cute..!! hahs. They are siblings lor.. hahs. Made me recall my childhood. Always fight with my brother. literally fight..boxing, shuai1 jiao3 bla bla..hahs.

Ate "Matcha" [greentea] ice cream. lols..the greentea flavour was not strong though so it merely had the taste of vanilla. Whenever someone blocked their view, they would "Ahem". lols..I gave you the reason why i said Tzewei was a big colourwolf.The reason was, he could watch TV and beo girls at the same time..! One eye for each. ROFL.sibei hum sup lar him.. hahs moreover he couldn't see another girl's bf and ti-ti beo with his presence.. =x UP arhx..hahs.Then kenneth went to fill in the feedback form. Funny lars what HUH?! bla bla de..still could illustrate a conversation between the waitress that i diao-ed and I. >.<" hahs.

Afterwhich went to Daiso and i bought 3 packets of caramel corn. =) wees.
Went to Marks and Spencer as well. They bought lots of biscuits and cut ppl's queue. lols.. initially kenneth still said they kum gong got shorter queue didn't queue. lols.
Then went to Carrefour to find blutack but it didn't have. It's 9+ already so took lift to Time shop to buy blutack.

Tzewei that hum sup kia.. told kenneth he saw a girl with super short dress and he beo-ed tio her G-string. o.O wah sehx. He still said " bu kan bai bu kan". lols. Afterthat kenneth and I went off 1st. Missed the Mrt and sat down while waiting for the next train to arrive. Talked about our coming tests and his army stuffs i think. Then he accompanied me to Kovan and travelled back to Boon Keng himself.

Thanks for the day colourwolves! Lols. =)) Thx for helping me to carry my stuffs and order for food. Thx for the song. Thank you both. hahs. [so polite right, hehs] Opps.

I enjoyed today and had lotsa fun though it appeared to be just a trip to buy my belt. hahs.

xD


Friday, May 18, 2007 ▪

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared, he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress.

It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could go no further. So the man decided to help the butterfly, he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.

The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. That the man in his kindness and haste did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were nature's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we went through our life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. And we could never fly.

So have a nice day and struggle a little. When you are under pressure and stress, remember that you are a better person after you have gone through it.

The key to happiness is not that you never get upset, irritated or frustrated. It's how quickly you snap out of it.
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HAIS.To all who are feeling down or emo[including me], don't let unhappiness spoil ur day. hehs. Think positively. ((:



ahhhh. hahas reached home jiu come here kpkb abit.lols kidding lar. =x sry ah today's post will not be of proper english.. is rojak singlish. hehs.

Dr. Badri's lecture was quite boring actually and statistic is something we need to focus during lesson so as to know how to do the qns. Then i was sian 1/2 already because i turned in at 1.30am then woke up at 8am. lols.. so i listened to the ipod with one earpiece only to keep me awake while listening to him. hahs, quite effective lei. =)

After that was Eddie's tutorial lar. that slacker teacher.=x lols.. Stacey was TOO hyper today for NO reason. I told her Arron's limegreen shirt made him look like dinosaur! hahs then she kept laughing and dee-siaoing him. Looked like last year's homecoming day de 403's milo dinosaur mascot. LOL. Didn't know why weiming,wufan and wallace told us not to sit in front with terrence until they penned down on a notepaper. hmm, it's their dai ji nt mine.. we're just curious nia.lol.

So qiao winnie, stacey and I wore pink today.That kuku teacher said that Bienna and I looked alike wor. =/ winnie said due to the hairstyle...stacey said where got xiang each other. Totally bu xiang lor..Then wallace said where got look alike.. one is potato and one is chow ah lian. -_-""" he called me potato. kaosss.

Win liao lor.. so i took his tutorial worksheet and explored my potential in Art. I drew CARROTS on all the papers. Then took out thumbdrive from his pencil case and gave to Stacey. Because they 2 bu shuang each other today. lols..

Afterwhich dunno why Stacey's INSANE. zzz. She called wallace jie-fu and said hen pei. damn lar.. so bu hao xiao lei..Then i buay song liao and ignored her. bloody hell de very lame lor.. and her voice is loud lo.. Then xinying and lingling asked me why Stacey said so... diaos.. all her fault lar. Too kong xian liao then BULLIED me. Then she said should call jun-hao jie-fu [nut] and jianhua mei-fu [pooh] . Dots.. hahas.Hahs.. Stacey's like that one. When she's crazy u can just ignore her NONSENSE.

We were talking about how GAY guys are with tote bags. wah lao damn gay can.. then they were refering to one that walked past us already. Then we talked quite loud and then in front also got one gay sissy. >.<" OPPS. maybe he overheard it.. hahs. Don't care. =x

Weiming and jianhua looked like gangster lao da lor.. DAO and act beng-ish. Xinying and i were walking behind them mah.. they walked like ah beng like that.. hahs funny lor. Saw keryih then xinying commented he looked like year 3 student. hahas.

Today's a crappy day.. lols. Finally weekend lo.. but nowhere to go? hahs.. 28 weeks later.. don't think it's nice movie lei.

Hmmm.. damn hungry. Lunchtime. ((:


Thursday, May 17, 2007 ▪

Marketing lecture + tutorials. hahs. I had been stepping out of house later and later each day yet nvr late for lesson sia. lols..wierd lei. After tutorial went to staffroom to look for mr choo though he was teaching marketing just now. He nvr bring the stickers so had to find him. Hazel also needed the approval sticker so we all walked up there. Saw a photo of him and his 3 yr-old daughter. So cute..! hahs. =)

Xinying, Stacey and I went to fastfood centre and had Mac for lunch. Chit-chat and crapped among ourselves then walked to take bus home. So good to accompany Stacey to walk to the MRT station there instead of going to the nearest bus-stop and missed our bus yet she hiam-ed xinying and I.. lols evil stacey ma-ma! opps..hehs.

Xinying saw her friends on the bus. Then she told me i actually knew one of them while she was pointing at her. Then i looked at her..hmm.. then asked xinying," Ehhs, who is she ah?" -pause- *thinking* ....."Is her name jocandy?"

Then she burst out laughing. >.<" wah lao, so long never see already.. of course will take sometime to recognise someone right. Hahs.. punggol pri pal. Nice to meet her again.. We were pri 1 and 2 classmates. hahas yea.

Chanced upon this story and pasted up here to share with you guys.
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[Teacher's pt of view.Conversation b/w tcher and student.]

Young people ask me, "What is love all about?"

I don't know the answer myself, so I can only give the answer provided by Plato.

One day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is love? How can I find it?"

His teacher answered, "There is a vast wheat field in front. Walk forward without turning back, and pick only one stalk. If you find the most magnificent stalk, then you have found love."

Plato walked forward, and before long, he returned with empty hands, having picked nothing. His teacher asked, "Why did you not pick any stalk?"

Plato answered, "Because I could only pick once, and yet I could not turn back. I did find the most magnificent stalk, but did not know if there were any better ones ahead, so I did not pick it. As I walked further, the stalks that I saw were not as good as the earlier one, so I did not pick any in the end. His teacher then said, "And that is love."

On another day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is marriage? How can I find it?"

His teacher answered, "There is a thriving forest in front. Walk forward without turning back, and chop down only one tree. If you find the tallest tree, then you have found love."

Plato walked forward, and before long, he returned with a tree. The tree was not thriving, and it was not tall either. It was only an ordinary tree. His teacher asked, "Why did you chop down such an ordinary tree?"

Plato answered, "Because of my previous experience. I walked halfway through the forest, but returned with empty hands. This time, I saw this tree, and I felt that it was not bad, so I chopped it down and brought it back.

I did not want to miss the opportunity." His teacher then said, "And that is marriage."


Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ▪

Can i say i'm guai? =x ROFL. I intended to study beyond what had taught for accounting. But then..abit slow in absorbing lar. hahs. what work sheet.. *blur*

Tmr must study for marketing liao. sian.. wallace better bring the textbook tmr..if not i'll call him bad carrot. >.<" tsk tsk.

Raining just now.. hahs. so cooling. =)

It's not that my post is interesting, it's because you know it refers to you.

sian.. don't know why slacker suddenly wanna study. Perhaps i'm scared about my gpa and promotion. lols.

It's okays. hehs.

*words don't count.

wy said he and ben wanna open donut shop/franchise?! Lols.. i got free donuts to eat liao. =x

*set me free.

-wait for the clock to strike mid-night- :p



Seriously, I HATE BLOGGER. 3rd time had i written today just to post up a post for today yet blogger's giving me problem..why everytime when i published the post, it would not appear and gone missing?!! argg. ^&*%!@# INSANE.

Had 2 bars of Cadbury roasted almond chocolate for lunch and nothing else. yada..chocolates ARE addictive.

Wanna thx jacin for clearing my doubt on accounting.

Had used lappy for the entire day. On9 in Msn and listened to songs during lecture and the lecturer didn't care.

Felt sleepy yet aint going to lala-land right now.

S.I.A.N



yo morning..! hahs, early bah..

breadbuns and a cup of coffee for breakfast.

ahhh..time to go to skl. -yawns-

*nightmare.


Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ▪

Deferral and Accrual... ahh.. confusing! I can't absorb this topic learnt today. >.<"

Finished reading the textbook till page 98. Still got long way to go.. hahs.

Gtg.. tmr lesson starts at 8am and ends at 12pm. After that is project time-marketing. sian.

*Unusual Silence*

Don't dare to utter a word.What's wrong?

lols..mom's nagging. time to go off. cya.

-Incomprehensible-



Normal day.Ate skittles and pizza prezz during lecture and tutorials. Tests are coming up before the start of break.. so sad.

next wed- marketing test
next fri- Econs test
4 June- Business Software test, Statistics test
5 June- Accounting test

How was it? Marketing and Econs! Ahhh.. how to tackle the questions? hahs. dead man.who has marketing and econs textbook?! Haven't buy the books yet.

It's such a tragic to hear the sad new that a 43 yr-old lady who had pinned under the fallen trees while having morning jog. It's so unexpected. hais. so unpredictable..

Anyone knows why Donut Factory has LONG queue everyday? Wonder if i would have the patience to queue not..

But their donuts are nice! =))

Wonder when can i eat those cute donuts again.. my brother bought them last time. hehs.

Gonna revise on accounting today. If i can keep to task.. =p


Monday, May 14, 2007 ▪

Wah,tired lar! lols..English test is sort of.. cham liao. =X We are supposed to spot 20 errors for section A.. but i can't find them. sad. hahas.. dead sia. Gonna have Marketing test next week. Uh oh.. i foresee the dire situation..need to mug for it already!

Anyway, Stacey and I looked at Aaron's handphone today and he caught me reading his messages. OPPS. Didn't mean to invade his privacy, just that Stacey was there um-chio-ing while using his phone so i read after that.=X So afterwhich don't dare to talk to him liao. hahs.

Hahs,had the jap prawn omelette set for lunch at kou fu. Not bad, just that the sauce is salty.Afterwhich went to library to chill..utilise and charge my lappy.Ling ling's bf came to find her when we were waiting outside the tutorial room for a particular #@&^* teacher to end her lesson.Damn the tcher lar..took so long.Lingling cocked eye didn't notice her bf was standing down there lor..lols

Afterthat walked to the bus-stop to wait for bus 72. Saw nicholas and xiaoyi at the bus stop. They took the same bus too and xiaoyi sat beside me on the bus.Then zhibin boarded the bus with his engineering friends i think.His female friend, who was also a friend of xiaoyi,called him "Porcupine" on the bus. Hehs.

Home sweet home. Ahh recently felt very lethargic.Sian.. my life is boring right.

Questions for everyone who reads this.Will you accept someone who has extreme/opposite thinking of yours and there's hardly no common topics between you two? will you accept someone who is caring towards you?Can you accept someone who may not sacrifice as much as you do?Can you...what happened if..-pause-

Too tired to think ler..lectures,tutorials,tests and projects are draining me.

TOTALLY.

Please don't let me collapse..my right shoulder is aching.


Sunday, May 13, 2007 ▪

Blogger sucks. Deleted my entire post for today. Damn.

Happy Mother's Day to Mummy and Ah ma! I love them! =D And happy birthday to weixun that old ah pek. hahs.hope he didn't see this.=x lols.

Lazy to rewrite all again.. so i summarized out in short. Gonna have ICA written test tomorrow. Wish me luck guys..i have to pass this module and score well. But it's English... hmm.. i will make it. ((:

Stayed at home today as my parents didn't ask me to go over to ah ma's hse. So i
took afternoon nap and watched TV. Studied the chapters late at night.. hahs. =) hope it helps to refresh my memory and don't get writer's block tmr.

http://www.okcupid.com/personality?type=DGLD&g=0&o=1

Kenneth sent this link so i did the test.

Tired.


Saturday, May 12, 2007 ▪



As promised, today went to SLS to buy laptop sleeve. Received zhiwei and kenneth's msg when i woke up @ 1pm while they sent at around 12 i think. hahs.. Ytd slept at 2am mah.. that's why i got dark eye ring now. =(

Met them [kenneth,zhiwei,dashi and another guy whose name i dunno =x ] at Bugis Mrt at 4pm then walked to SLS. The 1st shop that we walked inside.. they sold Zeroshock III @ $55. God-damn OVERPRICED lar.. online shop only selling @ $45 sia. Cheat money one.. lols. Then went to quite alot of shops too.. their prices are around $49. I saw a thread at HWZone forum about laptop sleeve, and then their forummers said that there's a shop at level 6 selling many Elecom products at a cheaper price. So we went to level 6 and combed the entire level. Initially we didn't find the shop.. until we came across a small shop and i took a look and saw the sleeves. Priced at $45. Bargained with the aunty then she gave me a price- $43. Hahs. But in the end i bought the sleeve at $42. Yay, finally got the sleeve. =)) But it's black in colour. NOT orange. bleahs. hahs.. nvm also very nice. I brought my laptop along to see if the sleeve size can fit in it not..hahas then kenneth carried that laptop case for me.

Afterwhich walked to Sunshine Plaza then it started to rain..they were hamsup sia..kept looking at the manga character figures. >.<" hahs.. walked around... then kenneth went to the printing shop and print his notes..192 pages sehx..lols.


Heavy rain reduced to drizzle...so we walked to Suntec City. Didn't know where to eat.. thus we walked one big round and decided to eat @ N.Y.D.C. Served by a guy who looked familiar to me.Then i saw a mini whiteboard and saw the name Hanrong. Ohhh..! He's from NYJC for PAE too..knew him during Student Council Internship as we were in the same committee- College Image and Bonding. hahs... STM lar take awhile then realise who he was. He didn't recognise me too lar.. hahs. Had Dentiny Child Oven Baked Rice for dinner.. wee yummy. nice lei~~ Dashi ate until kept perspiring.. Then Zhiwei ordered that kuku Meatballs Spaghetti. Hahs, looked disgusting lor. =x Kenneth didn't finish his food.. it was plain i think. Lucky i ordered the correct one.. quite nice. =)) Cheesey. Upon leaving, Hanrong was the host of that day so he had to greet the customers which were us. Then i waved at him then he realised we knew each other one. lols..

Afterwhich went up to the arcade. They had the Outrun 2 Match while i became the spectator. lols.. then tried our luck to "diao" the plushies inside the machine. Boo hoo my luck aint good lar..wasted $3 on it. Hoho, Dashi "diao" the cute turtle plushie sia.. (: so good. hehs..

Then walked all the way to Cityhall Mrt Station.Felt very tired already lor..haha. Kenneth accompanied me to take mrt to Kovan while the rest went on separate way to chill then kenneth joined them after sent me to Kovan. So paiseh lar.. because i only asked if he wanted me to carry the case when stopped at Chinatown i think as i was sitting down while he didn't have a seat. lols.
Thanks guys for accompanying me to buy the laptop sleeve. Thanks for the Benko chain and carried the laptop case.Thanks for the day.

While waiting for mom to knock off..that was a guy shouting "mei nu"..kns. 1st time nvr hear properly,only knew someone shouted. Then i turned around.. he shouted again. =/ diaos. Then my mom said, "mei nu" is her ah? She's my daughter. ZZZ. lucky i turned back liao then acted nvr hear cos i'm listening to ipod shuffle.

Also, Happy Mother's Day LOL -cancel- *Birthday*to Zhiwei if i'm not wrong..! hahs.. =p bdae tmr. Blogger error cannot slash..

Aww.. gtg to watch Wo Cai^3.

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your msg is interesting and u ask me not to reply. hahs..

night readers.


Friday, May 11, 2007 ▪

Finally reached home. Took bus 151 and 325 alone. =( hahs. went to Junhao's birthday party @ his semi-detached house i supposed. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHAO. May your wish come true. hahs.. NUT! =)) ahem..you guys know what it meant..lols. Anyway, took bus 88 to Toa payoh interchange to meet Hazel*[ahem],Bryan,Pipop,Jianhua,Winnie and another guy who is pri skl fren of Pipop and sec skl fren of Junhao or otherwise. =x complicated sia.. hahas.

Waited for Raina they three and walked to his house together. From far we could already see the balloons decoration...hahs. =p Had the buffet.. hmm nice! Especially the crayfish! woots~ lols.so nice lar.. 1st time saw buffet with crayfish!

Hoho, then was gambling time. Junhao the birthday boy went to shake hand with Jianhua lar.. then his luck was so damn good. Within 1st few rounds he already won $50+. wah sehx.. hahs.sucked $$$ wor. >.<" Jianhua is my creditor. I got liability initially. hahs.. in the end lost 2 dollars. not really that bad as compared to the loss of 1st few rounds..

His house was crowded with his sec skl friends, relatives and poly friends which are us.. hahs, downstairs playing black jack, upstairs playing mahjong. hahs..Pipop and Aaron drank beer lor.. see them mabo.. hahs =x Sang birthday song, took group photos and ate a piece of the cake. Nice~ like got a layer with crunchy choco bits or what de.. yummy. hehe.. played until almost ten then went home ler.

Now still with my contacts on. Aww, gonna take out already. Anyone can suggest some nice games? i'm bored. =P

Tmr going to SLS to buy laptop sleeve bah.. i dislike carrying the HEAVY laptop bag le lar.. bleahs. ((:

I cant stop anyone from liking me, but i can stop you by falling deeper.
[headache since playing poker till now, rahhs.]


Thursday, May 10, 2007 ▪

*sleepy* rahhs. Damn exhausted lar..During the bus journey from woodlands back to hougang, my eyelids were very dense and closing.. wanted to doze off but scared missed my stop sia. Therefore i was like keep struggling to stay awake. sian..


Walked back home that time felt like throwing the laptop away man.. been carrying it for the entire day. both my arms were very suan liao-trembling. i think next time u all can see my muscles protruding like a macho man. YUCKS. hahs..

Rest for awhile just now and woke up around half past ten. Didn't have dinner. hehs not on diet, just that i'm not hungry. lols.




Nice? hoho, their prices also very nice.. impossible to have them. only can admire.. hahs.

((:

That's it.



*burps* an expression to show how full i'm now.. went to have tea break buffet @ Causeway Point Sakae with Winnie Tan. Hahs.. we can eat alot sia...approx. 12 plates for EACH of us. hehs.. we like to eat jap food. =) Then we're chatting about BGR stuffs..interesting ehhs. Her friend was so xin fu to have someone who will always stay by her side regardless of geographical location, which means the guy will appear in front of her when she needs him.[i.e The guy is overseas and takes flight back immediately] hahs, so nice right.But her fren felt guilty or what then broke up as she couldn't be that nice and sacrifice as much as he did for her.Hehs, and Winnie told me about her crush stories. =))

We are facing the same situation. Lols, and then she said, she will probably accept that guy on 07.07.07 if he still likes her until that point of time.Not sure if she has told the guy abt it..hahs..

Awww i saw the disney's puzzle [2000 pieces] one, very very nice! But it costs $98. arghhss damn EX lar. Winnie the pooh's puzzle [1000] is nice too.. can glow in the dark de, costs about $80 i think. >.<" Why puzzles are so ex now.. very nice lor. Hais.Shall post the pic when winnie sends me.

We both bought tops at IP Zone.I choose a white top and she picked 2 black ones. x) i have too many black apparel ler and few white shirts. Anyway, saw a beautiful necklace but didn't buy. Broke. hais though it's only $18. There are a series of watches that are damn nice lar.. got LCD screen that can marquee words de. So cool!~! Design is quite nice..but this costs $159! Wah lao, i definitely cannot afford lar. My current swatch watch is about $90+. Sad..

The Sakae's dessert is very delicious. Strawberry Smiles- Frosted Strawberries. =D

Tmr is Junhao's birthday and he's holding a birthday party. Hazel and bryan are going.Other classmates are going too except those that have to work.Winnie said if i go then she go. How? See first bah. hehs.



*burps* an expression to show how full i'm now.. went to have tea break buffet @ Causeway Point Sakae with Winnie Tan. Hahs.. we can eat alot sia...approx. 12 plates for EACH of us. hehs.. we like to eat jap food. =) Then we're chatting about BGR stuffs..interesting ehhs. Her friend was so xin fu to have someone who will always stay by her side regardless of geographical location, which means the guy will appear in front of her when she needs him.[i.e The guy is overseas and takes flight back immediately] hahs, so nice right.But her fren felt guilty or what then broke up as she couldn't be that nice and sacrifice as much as he did for her.Hehs, and Winnie told me about her crush stories. =))

We are facing the same situation. Lols, and then she said, she will probably accept that guy on 07.07.07 if he still likes her until that point of time.Not sure if she has told the guy abt it..hahs..

Awww i saw the disney's puzzle [2000 pieces] one, very very nice! But it costs $98. arghhss damn EX lar. Winnie the pooh's puzzle [1000] is nice too.. can glow in the dark de, costs about $80 i think. >.<" Why puzzles are so ex now.. very nice lor. Hais.Shall post the pic when winnie sends me.

We both bought tops at IP Zone.I choose a white top and she picked 2 black ones. x) i have too many black apparel ler and few white shirts. Anyway, saw a beautiful necklace but didn't buy. Broke. hais though it's only $18. There are a series of watches that are damn nice lar.. got LCD screen that can marquee words de. So cool!~! Design is quite nice..but this costs $159! Wah lao, i definitely cannot afford lar. My current swatch watch is about $90+. Sad..

The Sakae's dessert is very delicious. Strawberry Smiles- Frosted Strawberries. =D

Tmr is Junhao's birthday and he's holding a birthday party. Hazel and bryan are going.Other classmates are going too except those that have to work.Winnie said if i go then she go. How? See first bah. hehs.


Wednesday, May 09, 2007 ▪

Hahs. Opened up the strawberry flavoured caramel corn and eat..yum yum~ crunchy! hehe.. ahhh everytime felt so sian at night.. practically nothing to do; or rather doing the same thing each day. Chatting,surfing net,blogging,listening to songs.. hais. *bored*

Didn't expect today to rain heavily in the afternoon. Ytd Daniel still said wanna come to NYP for a swim and he did but it rained. lols.. so suay for him. By the time he called, i had walked to the MRT with my poly friends already. hahs.. so never have lunch with him..paiseh =x

Perhaps i have been thinking alot these few days. Bo liao right.. nothing to do then started to think.. hur hur. Please don't ever write this phrase again -"Nothing to you." hahas, had an impact sia.. i was thinking what had i done to make you write it? lols. Just plain penning down on what i felt now.. my mind is in a swirl.. too tired to think. DONT THINK TOO MUCH.

Gosh, i think next time i would just keep things to myself..as no one understands what i'm saying. HAHAS =p

I'm NOT afraid to walk the world alone. True or not? Self-denial. I don't know myself. i just know i have to be happy EVERYDAY! =D *lalalas*

=)) Crazy lil' MEANINGLESS post. hehs. shows how bored i am right now.. ^-^




Big Strawberry~!! So beautiful..! hahs. taken with my hand. >.<" tastes really sweet. hehes..

*yawns*

Watching tv before turning in. bb readers.




Blogger error again. Made me leave the post half-hanging. =/ CARAMEL CORN. ((: i got a sweet tooth.hehs.

Ms Lim initiated a conversation just now and we were sort of planning for our 0722 gathering in June. yays. Very long never see them le.. about 3 months already. lols. They gonna see how fat i've grown. Damn. =(

Chl 8 7pm show- The beginning [Yuan Dian] is nice..! hahs. x) Commercial break's over. Cya~



kel says:

heya cousin...not going out tonight??i going st james party..wana go???haha

Avelyn Yap See Hoon x) YUI. Filled up the sky shining brightly.Too many to count, the stars reassure tired me. says:

yo hi.. hahs. just came back home nt long.. err.. what's st james party? lols i don't club mah i don't know.=D

kel says:

wahahaha....itz a clubbing plce lah...tink if u go..ur mum kill me wor..haha


Hahs. Aren't my cousin zek ark? lols. Seriously, i don't even step into clubbing places before. MOS,DXO etc. Where the hell is St James? LOL. I only been to those oldies club areas once or twice with my relatives during family gathering last time.. you know.. not those that young clubbers always hang out but our parents' age group de..hahs.

kel says:

will go at ard 10..then end at ard 3...wahahaha...early lah

Avelyn Yap See Hoon x) YUI. Filled up the sky shining brightly.Too many to count, the stars reassure tired me. says:

wah lao. sure cannot lar.. hahas. i still got lesson @ 9am sia.

kel says:

ger..u are young and energetic...where got big prob one??haha


Erm...? No problem? he's kidding me. hahs. Not as pro as him whom can go to work after clubbing. Anyway, he's a mata [policeman] and teaches me wrong thing. evil right. OppsS. =))

Came back from Plaza Sing..Had lunch @ the foodcourt just now. Finally, they know how to play bridge! hahs. yays~ and we played many rounds after lunch.Pipop was so blur at first lar because he was just being taught how to play. Fast learner like me too. =X lols. Junhao had an evil laugh at Xinying...knew why? It's because he told her to choose a higher card to defeat Pipop.. and she didn't even know Pipop is her partner for that round game. hur hur. funny lar..Bryan and Hazel also knew how to play already. (:

Afterwhich went to Daiso.hahs, it seems like only Stacey, Pipop and I know about this Jap Store.Bought 3 packets of Caramel Corn. WEE!