Now feeling so wierd lar.. like want to faint but never faint..diaos >.<" argg. My mind is currently in a "gong gong" [blur] state..very swirling. lols.. damn. Breathing also got difficulty..zzz =/ Nothing to blog today, resting day. lols so post a poem bah. =x
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Trust
It's not as easy as it seems
living life like everything's alright
putting on a fake smile, act like nothing's wrong
but it hurts, deep down inside
It's not easy forgetting about the past when it haunts you down
slowly it gets worse, slowly it kills you
you can't ask for help, you can't trust
you're afraid of lies, betrayal, and heartbreak too
Sometimes people lie to hurt you
it's just hard to trust again every time
trust is a special but fragile thing
breaking someone's trust is like committing a crime
It's not easy to stop being paranoid when you've been hurt so much
the wounds in your heart will not heal
your heart's hurting, it bleeds
it cries tears of sorrow, you feel
why do you live in self pity and expect disappointment?
the air is getting thin, you can't breathe
you want to live in your dreams, where everything's fine
where there's no sorrow, no pain, where you'll be freed
Lies hurt more than the truth itself..."
©*coral-chi
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Dense heavy head..bth think gonna fall sick soon. 明天开学了。。! SIAN. my partner winnie tio chicken pox, so suay. Rest early ppl, tmr i have to wake up so early to reach nyp at 8am.. have a good start of the week all =)
when you love someone,only you can feel it.when you are in love with someone,everyone else can tell it.