HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD...!! <3>

uhhh.. misplaced the camera cable so can't upload pictures. hahas. =x lazy to find..

Hmm just settled on the spree orders with winnie peng as she's going to make the payment to her senior this week.

Going to school today was a waste of time 'cos lecture ended damn early lurh. Got back POA test already. Did fairly okay.. better than the previous test but still gonna push myself further for the upcoming exam. Can't slack like usual already... sad. I'm a slacker..transforming to a mugger starting from next week. Hope i can understand all the module concepts.

Cya.

Monday. Start of another week = boring.

Simply slacking in the com lab. We still saw a video regarding Steven Lim criticising Wendy(Xia Xue) the blogger. Lol, this is really funny to see how a pot calling a kettle black. =.=

Went to Plaza Sing during our break. Dined in pizza hut for lunch with Stacy,Ling ling and Xin ying. wahahas, ate the ice cream after the main course! It's nice though it looked different from the menu picture..somehow they forgot to add the chocolate syrup..lols all our desserts looked "wierd" but tasted delicious.

Had nothing to do so started to tease Xin ying. Stacy was really good at suan-ing her lar... hahas. Funny lar.. Especially her reaction. =x

Replied tags!

Reeve: ya senior tagged your blog already.sometimes got read but lazy to tag.. lols suan ni you liang xin will buy me present.. hahas takkaire.
w3iyuan: hahas yarh play pool again after my exam..! And is your fault what.. took so long to find your focal vision. hahas
yue: hahas ya lar it's very rude. next time don't lend your laptop to the person..? lol.
Jo: Hahas.. ya agreed but perhaps these are what the hosts manage to search..? haha don't want lar i am an ordinary girl only cousin! hahas
Nicole: hahas hi..!! yup you are missed too. Doing fine yea?
ker yih: hmm... why lei? i think should be free after exam bah..lol.

I wanna watch horror movie..! Alone anyone? hahas. x) nite.

Awww tired tired. Outside for the entire day. Woke up at 8am and prepared to meet Stacy and Xinying to do project at 10am. Reached kovan and gathered there. Seemed like not an ideal place to do project so we went to Hougang mall to have our breakfast.

Re-do our project and got it completed around 3. We accompanied Xin ying to the popular to buy stationeries and then went on separate ways. Met wei yuan to play pool at Hougang plaza. My left arm is damn pain/suan lar.. i dunno why also.. maybe due to the fact that i carried the laptop and stood for 3 hours straight on friday and today had to carry the laptop with a book.. >.<" hais.

After that walked back to hougang mall and saw Taksheng and 3 other AJC volleyballers. Ate some desserts @ level 2 near Ajisen restaurant. Chilled for awhile and headed to Kovan for dinner with my mom. Filial bah.. then met wei yuan to make his contact lenses after dinner. Lol. Super long lar...

After which walked and crapped around.. happened to see Eunice so wei yuan stopped to chat with her. Then someone stood beside me and waved. hahas it's Jun Sheng. Long time never see..! Catch up with him.. chatted about poly life etc... then realised Eunice, Junsheng and the rest [Ray,Han Yong, 2 girls and 1 male junior]were the band group de... no wonder all were here lar. lols. Xinmin ppl~!

Joined them to eat at pizzahut. Something funny and interesting happened. Shall post the videos next time. It's about pranking Eunice to drink the glass of salty water..! =x

Stayed till 10 and then walked down the escalator to wait for my mom to knock off. On the way home, wei yuan called me to ask if i had seen him taking back his IC from the pool person. I didn't remember he took so i stunned. hahas, in the end it's really still at the pool place counter and lucky the people there are considered honest to give him back.

Home sweet home.

Tmr still got lesson at 8am. Jiayou..! =)

Nite~

Had terrible headache so slept around 8 plus yesterday. Woke up and feel much better today.

Ytd the mediacorp production crew came to NYP early in the morning to set up the stage and preparation for the filming in the afternoon. It was such a disappointment for there's nothing fantastic about this show except the guest host - ELVIN NG!! He wore pink and looked super sweet and nice! xDD

Photos below are taken from someone in nyp as well but i didn't have his/her link so can't credit to that individual. If you happen to see it, don't mind ya..! =)



Elvin's so shuai in pink..!


Fiona is pretty and i like her dressing. white and silver..!


Winners. i think there are lots of hunks and babes not discovered so..


Hahas, so cute! ((:

If wanna look at more pictures, click here to go to dasmond koh's blog for others! =P Credits to him too!

Replied tags!

yue: hahas i saw your blog already. someone invaded your privacy? and before this is rumoured a girl likes you arh? this one is funny.. hahas.
lenovo: hahas for that lesson only. xing qing bu hao what... lols. and how about you? you hit people is it? lols
zhang wu ji: lols. uhhh what unsincere reply.. anyhow. hahas i dont know how to reply a lamer what. =p wahahahas
reeve: hahas orhx icic. takkaire then. bon voyage in advance. hahas 04 sept is my birthday lei.. =x
wenjie: yes and glad that you're not affected. hahas getting on well recently hor.. stay this way! hahas and thanks for trying to cheer me up.
Jo: hahas thx cuz, u don't know the situation but it's alright. I'm just sick of all these. -numb- hahas. Hope you're doing out fine!
jolene: lols really..icic. no lar only for this marketing project need to do such a kuku scrapbook. hahas. Don't envy me 'cos i have lots of projects to do..! lol.
star: hmmm.. no point apologising as you don't understand what's the main reason behind. It's not about your frequent lateness, really. It's about other stuff but still regarding projects lurh. I'm just super tired and sick. So dont need to say sorry, it may come a little too late. =(

心灰意冷。。。我真的很累了。。 I missed sec sch days..! I missed my friends..! hais.

Grrrrr. Cocked up day... not going to use vulgarities. Late for lecture 'cos of the stupid bus 159 that took 25 mins to arrive to the bus stop and took another 20 mins to reach nyp. wth.

While waiting for Mr Alex Choo to come to tutorial room, ling ling and I asked Pipop to help us buy drinks. Then we all went to e-plaza to do some compulsory feedback surveys. Came back and guessed what.. woei ming and aaron drank the bottles. bravo. Pissed off. I just let out a sentence to Aaron,"你的 econs 一定死得很惨。" I think the mentor stunned tio.

For the entire tutorial, i was not paying attention at all. The tutor looked at me and i just stared back at him, listening to my ipod shuffle. Blasted the music to calm myself down.. or i should say i'm just too tired and don't want to give a damn for anything.

After tutorial went to the library to do Marketing project. It's been so long since i held the pencil and started drawing... =)

What can you infer from this picture? A flower and a bee... test your art knowledge. =x

From the drawing it's supposed to tell people to be happy(BEE HAPPY). You'll feel happy when seeing flowers regardless of the variety.

Sick of everything already. I'm trying to be calm today despite all these sh!ts happened. Don't wish to elaborate much... it's all about project stuff..conflicts, dis-coordination and whatever. She sensed it herself and another person is Aaron. Wait till one day i really go crazy and bash people up..... waiting for this day to come.

Uhhhhhh...Stayed back after school to do projects as usual for this week. >.<" Met wenlin twice in the morning and i patted her head.lols. Had Mac AGAIN..!! hahas thrice in a row already but i'm okay with it. Just that i will become fatter..lols sian x3! Replied tags!

Lenovo: Kenneth, orhx icic.. ELVIN NG..! wahahas long time never see him. =x lol. Don't know if will spot him on friday or not.

yue: LOL ^5 then... how come pissed? relax man. hahahs.

Wenjie: Wah, teach me bad stuff sia..! zek ark.. tsk tsk. It's alright lurh.

siong: Lol,you're kidding me huh? Join for what? hahas.

jolene: yea and i saw my name in your blog..! hahas takkaire.

Done~



I'm off. tata!


Something is not right with me... what exactly causes it..?

So tired today...just let me fall sick lurh.. -_-""

Felt very wierd today and i couldn't figure out why until just now....

Hais.









Saw this video, again. It's very touching lurh..! xD


2fourzero7...Reason lies within.



Normal schooling today..! Just pissed off when the group of guys from other class sat at the seats that our class ppl usually sit. Purposedly dee-siao huh..That time one of the guys there didn't have a seat and i still thought of letting him have an empty seat at our class column seats. Wth, can't be so kind to these ppl. Lucky we never let him sit when he asked for a seat. =)

Composed is the way...! lols. =x

Not a good day to start off this week, for there were two tests today..! Had Excel in the morning. Oh man.. it sux. I simply can't get the data sheet done. Hahas i got the feeling that i will fail this test. =/

Then studied in the library before commence of Statistics test in the afternoon. We were abit too hyper and kept disturbing others. =x opps. End of test: tired. I had problem solving the last question regarding Regression. >.<" I don't think i'll do well for this test.hais...

After which got back our Statistics Project marks. 24/25. Everyone in my class was so happy that we all scored well for it but then it's not the final score for ICA 2. Then we were like... sigh it's pointless to tell us the report scores without telling the overall marks which include peer evaluation and presentation marks.

Replied tags:
no name: Who are you nameless? What's the purpose of making this tag? =.=" dee-siao?!
lenovo: Yes, I'm feeling better already though i'm still not back to usual self i think. hahas. =/
Zhang wu ji: Uhhh ppl cosplay jap chars and you come and cosplay traditional legendary chars? Lols.. lame lar edwin..! =x
w3iyuan: Yup i won't emo that much than few days back lurh.. not so shagged already. =)
*:Orhx icic, exchange program huh.. hahas. yarh i had cheered up a little. no worries. (:

Yesterday, winnie peng informed me about 2 new sprees and after browsing through the sites, i'm interested in those clothings from Kike Club. Happily choosing what i wanna buy, until just now i found out that those colours that i want are not available already [out-of-stock] Oh well..

Dyed my hair. This time i used red dye to change my previous copper brown colour.. It turns out to be dark reddish-orange/brown in colour i guess. lols.


Initially wanted GREY colour but it's out of stock, so i'm just gonna buy pink instead. =x


Kinda like retro style. (: Wanna order the black one.

Got some other nice clothes..!!but don't know if want to purchase not 'cos there's still got other online sprees. Save money for others since i don't get the colours i want. =P

Previously bought a purple-blue off-shoulder top...! But haven't arrive yet lurh.. wait till winnie informs me on a later date. woots.

Cash OUT-flow...broke! >.<"

Statistics and Excel testS tmr..! jia you.

Emotional drive.

Interesting tags.

-:"don't bother to ask then why even bother to accept?"

Actually, that's not the main point from the previous post. What i found it irritating was, they could jolly well ask that person that added me since he's their friends right? You see the irony..why didn't they want to ask that person personally? Anyway, who are you? (:

*: "It's part of life,take it easy,nothing to be frustrated about.cheer up."

If i was in a good mood, things wouldn't even turn out to be like this. Accumulation of obstacles had tired me out due to tons of projects especially. Thanks i appreciated it and quite surprised to see your tag again. =)

Jo: "Nah don't worry cuz, everyone has their bad days. You're right not to care what people think "

You understood my situation cousin but not all can be like you. It's okays lurh, let them think that I were finding faults then. Yup everything is going to fall back into its own place, SOON. =x

jolene: "omg. 1st thing come in see a vulgar word LOL! SH AH! ur mouth not as SH already ah =X LOL! jk =D"

Uhhh...hahas it rhymes huh..! Yeah i am in my downs right now so spewed some vulgarities. Lols seriously, it's just can't be controlled when you're pissed lurh. =P

lenovo: "(serious) seem to have changed. getting violent. not like what i knew. haha.. well, calm down and take care."

Hmmm kenneth, verbally violent you mean? That's because i'm not sad when you knew me last time. you know, when he/she is held up by his/her emotion and can't take it anymore, you won't know what more he/she can do next.Anyway, take care too. =)

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Woke up around 12 plus today. Had Beef Hor Fun for breakfast cum lunch. It tasted delicious. Somehow i was still feeling exhausted so went back to lala-land again. Woke up around six in the evening and here i'm blogging. Gtg for dinner..do take care all x)

You can't find cheerfulness in me now...

The usual self had been overwhelmed by the devil side.

Caution.

BOOS. It's a bad bad day...! hahas.

Didn't bring Statistics Topic E notes today. Listened to my ipod shuffle and slacked. Kept closing my eyes to have some rest.. Nearing end of lecture, i was singing what was played from the ipod for a moment then Stacy they all were trying to figure out what's it. So i sang abit louder than previous and guessed what? A certain individual told me to shut up [turned around with pissed look and said " SHHHH...!"] Ling ling and I looked at each other with kinda stunned look 'cos she saw the scene. o.O I was so pissed off lurh.

Walked out of the LTD after that and let out a phrase - "NABEI". My clique asked me to chill.. lols. =x Went up to respective tutorial room for Macroeconomics tutorial.

What more ridiculous thing happened was, ah gong asked me if i knew a guy called " *** **" or not and i replied "no." Then the people from his table asked further by saying that the guy mentioned was in my friendster list. So? I really don't know that person what. Xinying's schoolmates whom i don't know also add me in friendster...big deal meh. >.<" I also didn't bother to ask them why they add me sia..

Asked ah gong why did he ask and he answered that guy was his friend. Like i believe..? Obviously it's some other individual who wanna ask me 'cos that guy is not in ah gong's friendster list. Diaos.. whatever. Today so pek cek already still asked me this kind of sot sot questions...Winnie and Ling ling were saying about that certain individual to support me... hahas good one lar.

Then went to library to do Econs project with Stacy and Xinying until 3 plus. Went home after that. I hate people who provokes me for nothing. fcuksh!t. I'm sorry to be vulgar. I'm just too tired and in a bad mood. Not mean to scold anyone hor...just use vulgarities to vent out my displeasure. Regard it as attitude if you guys think i am while reading this.. i don't care.

I rather have a few kakis in class who understands me than people who are 虚伪。That's my thinking lar.. not saying bad about my class 'cos 井水不犯河水!

Replied tags:

siong- Arhx.. then my KFC treat lei? lols kidding. =x
yue- Ya lar.. gonna collapse soon liao lar.. damn shagged..! Good luck. =)
reeve- Hahas i'm okays lar.. just pekcek for a moment only. dont worry. x)
wenjie- Orhx icic but lucky your attachment is going to end soon. (: Hmmm...but don't know can hang on till when... hais it's okays lar.. i'm strong..! =p

Shagged. Restless. Bloody pissed. Couldn't vent out my frustration but to change my msn nick in the afternoon. Hais. =[

I was stunned when Stacy walked out of the room suddenly. She's pissed off as well.At that moment i was also very pek cek already, so i went out and called Mr. Eddie to clarify some matter regarding the project. Damn pissed during the 6 minute conversation. He made me so qi gek lurh.I think the tutor could sense it too and i'm so angry yet i couldn't shout at him if not it's considered as disrespect.

Tears dropped silently.somehow..无奈。。！

Not broke down...but really SHAGGED.

Stayed in school till 6pm and we went off. I felt as if i'm going to collapse soon. It's just the matter of time. zzz

Next time if there's similar situation..probably my temper will flare. serious.

difficult spot.. can i just give up?

Initially wanna zao lecture halfway to eat mac breakfast, but the fast food centre there was stuffy so we 4 brought our mac back into LTD again to eat. On the way we had internal miscommunication. =x Wahahahas LTD was so cosy.. but the others were staring at us when we went in. That lecturer saw us eating but nothing happened. i meant it was so obvious lar..lols. Funny thing was that Stacy had to cut the hotcakes while the other 3 of us were eating McMuffin(s).

Anyway, we spotted an attitude girl while waiting for the previous class to leave the tutorial room.Went in and asked Joseph what's the name of that girl who sat at the particular spot. His friends and him gave me the puzzled look. dots... =/

Went to the library discussion room to do Econs project. Collecting economic datas were so tedious..! Ate a tuna puff and a chocolate chip cookie for lunch. Went off around 3.30pm.

Sian.. let me list out the project schedule:


*clap-clap* hai yo projects are killing me and after completing them still got presentation. After that we are not having holidays lor.. it's EXAM TIME..! WOOTS. NYP is so good to students....zzz. =[

Burnt out.

Reached the lecture room early today and it was super noisy due to the fact that the usual group of people from other class were present. Then ling ling told winnie tan to blast her laptop volume to compete with them. Lols.

Waited for so long for the lecturer to distribute the test papers. wols! =x yet he started the test time right after we sat on our seats. >.<" rahhsss. I did the pink set of papers. I'm so nervous lar..'cos i didn't do special journals before [never do tutorial]. Took me such a long time to complete the entire paper and stacy had done it so early. =/ It was about time till end of test duration so we whispered to check the answer for the reconciliation between Subsidiary Ledger and Control Account. we got the same answer and we said "yes" unanimously. At this moment, my mind was at ease. There were lots of whisperings around me... hahas esp. stacy and xinying. They had different sets of papers though. Gonecase lurh..! =[

After that we went to library cafe to have our quick lunch before POA tutorial starts. During the tutorial, i kept thinking something was not right. Guessed what? I realised i had used my own method to write the description for every account in the General Ledger. Uh-oh...!! screwed. 26 marks.... wonder how would my teacher penalise it. Oh well, nothing i can do now. hahas shall get back the result after 2 weeks then.

Xinying and I burst out laughing in the bus. There was an army guy sitting behind us and chatting over the phone. With his super duper wierd accent, he said," Angry.someone poked me.angry."

ROFL. Xinying laughed 'cos of his funny accent while i laugh due to his content of the conversation. Damn hilarious lurh 'cos the way he talked was one word or a few words kind. very choppy. Xinying thought the guy is a/an malay or indian but i turned around and found out he's a chinese. >.<"

Hais, i think my inner world is very complicated... sad.

Ate 2 packets/bars of Hershey's Cookies and Cream in the morning. Today business software's lesson was hilarious during the revision.. hahas especially when the lecturer asked Wei Ming to demonstrate the application, he went up with his hand holding his handphone, sat on the teacher's chair and began to chat over the phone loudly. o.O Machiam big tao-khey..! So funny lurh..!! Laugh till pengz all the way man! tsk tsk.

Had lunch @ Mac with Stacy and Xinying. While walking into the entrance, i saw Ker Yih and purposedly hit his head. =x hahas. Walked straight to find seats and i saw De Sheng holding a tray of drinks. So i took one of the cups then put back to dee-siao him. lols. So qiao~

After that went to chill in the library. Walk past the South Wing and saw Joseph using his laptop but he didn't see me so i called him to dee-siao. rofl. In the library cafe, we saw Renfred, a participant from Campus Superstar 1. He studies in NYP arh..? =/ Only know Adriano is in NYP.

Statistic tutorial was released early and this was strange. hahas but who cares..Tomorrow i'm having POA ICA2 and i haven't revise on the topic. Uh-oh....

Btw, i have just finished watching Campus Superstar 2 and now here i'm blogging! I should be studying right now...! >.<" sian x3. Hope i'll not be late tmr and i shall get an easier set of test paper. =) Takkaire all.

I'm super tired... yet something is pulling me to stay awake. Is it so?

Woke up with swollen right eye, as usual huh... =[ Lucky i had bought eye drop to relieve and moisturise my eyes.

Been feeling wierd since i woke up.. Simply restless. Watched drama series at home..and even took a short nap. Had fish head curry for dinner! cooked by my dad..hahas yummy nice!~!

Tomorrow is a new day of another week. Monday's lessons are long and boring.. i wonder if i would doze off in the com lab tmr.. hahas =P

The Risk of Love
by: Kris Hydmore

There is a risk involved in everything
Every time you share a smile
Every time you shed a tear
You are opening yourself up to hurt.

Some people tread slowly through life,
Avoiding the closeness risk brings,
Sidestepping the things they can not understand
Turning away from those who care too much-
Those who care stay too long,
Those who hold too tightly.

There is never an easy way to love
You cannot approach it cautiously
It will not wait for you to arm yourself.

It does not care if you turn away
It is everywhere, it is everything.
Love is the greatest of all risks.

It is not reliable, it is not cautious,
It is not sympathetic
It is unprejudiced and unmerciful.
It strikes the strongest of mind,
And brings them to their knees in one blow.

Even in the best of times, love hurts.
It hurts to need, it hurts to belong,
It hurts to be the other part of someone else,
Without either of your consent.

But, from the moment it overtakes you,
It hurts worse to be all alone.
The risk of love never depletes;
It grows stronger and more dangerous with time.
But, it is in the total surrender of all defense,
That we, no matter weak or strong,
No matter willing or captive,
No matter what, we truly experience love.

Despite the many things love is not,
Outweighing it all are the things that love is.
Love is surrender without a loss.
It is a gift without the cost.
It consumes your every thought and desire,
Every breath you take.
It is the fire that fuels you
To do more than pass through life;
It urges you, instead, to live.

No matter the outcome, having felt love,
You will never be the same.
It may scar your heart and soul
And leave you only memories of forever.
Or, it may cause every day of your life
To feel like there is no need for tomorrow.
But, love is worth it. It is worth the risk...

For in all of life,
Love is truly the only risk worth taking.

Would i take this risk?

Tug-of-war within me. when sorrow meets happiness... LOL.

Nite. x)

Supposed to meet Reeve at sommerset station at 4pm but i was late. Hahas i was too tired lar...wanted to tell him i'm too sian to go out but never because too late liao and long time never see senior. I'm a good junior right.. hahas =x Then he said i had changed alot.. >.<" said i li hai jiang hua liao..'cos i suan him.

He asked me out to find earrings as he wanted to buy for his meimei's present. see i got bullied.. He malu-ed him by walking into the Lee Hwa Jewellery 'cos the sales person asked him what's his budget and he replied " below $50." rofl. Walked to Heeren and he finally bought a pair of butterfly earrings.

After that walked around Flesh Imp retail and i wore a black Flesh Imp top. Then Reeve bought 2 shirts while nothing caught my eye. They have few varieties for female apparels. Crossed over to shop at Cineleisure. Spent quite sometime in the Apple Store. Then it was time for pool session.

Went to MonsterCue but it's full so we walked to Paradiz Centre. On the way i asked senior why he said i had changed.. so he replied that i'm not as soft as last time.. more outspoken because last time when they teased me i would have hack care and kept quiet. lols perhaps i'm being trained in nyp... everytime suan others.. =x kidding. The reason was last time i would tolerate and let them test my patience.. hahas. Then still commented on my walking posture. Now walked with air of confidence ler. really ah? hahas..

Played pool @ the American Pool or sth.. While playing pool someone called me. It's Pipop. hahas so coincidental man..! I never saw him but he maligned me by saying "You see me never call me." =/ hor hor now i know Pipop is a regular pool player liao..=x

Afterwhich got a group of guys standing outside looking through the glass then Reeve asked me if i knew them and i said no. Didn't know why they kept looking.. Got a few groups also like that.. esp. from the lan shop de. diaos.. then Reeve said they never saw girls play pool meh... We played pool until forgot the time.. It's like suddenly the time was 9pm. o.O Played pool for almost 3 hrs.. Tired..but we set the rule that we played till one of us reached 11 winning rounds. Played fast mode.. wah very funny... In the end I won..!! hahas 11-8. =)

Had to rush back...while walking towards the NEL mrt senior Reeve said he saw Tzewei and Kenneth. I scanned the surrounding but didn't notice them until he told me the exact direction. Took out my phone and wanted to call them.. hahas but never lar 'cos i supposed they had seen us but they didn't call or msg so nevermind lor.. maybe really nvr see but BKL. [impossible]

Chatted with Reeve in the train about why they saw us yet never called us and he said they were not on good terms with him. oO ya hor.. hahas zek ark ah they 2 went out never jio me..hahs.And reeve said lucky he told kenny and alex that he asked me out today... Then i told Reeve that poor me.. next time i have to go out twice to meet the same bunch of people.. 'cos they all had split into 2 groups already. I'm neutral mah.. Or maybe next time both groups also won't jio me out... hahas. Friends will drift apart won't they... hahas. Tired. Replied tags..!

-see yuen: Yes you're missed too and i hope to see you SOON..! (:
-siong chie: Hahas no prob... you always pour out your troubles de mah.. lols but it's good lar you will feel better. (=
-lawrence: Yea changed the blogskin already.. hahas tag often k..! :)
-yueshi: The other way round..? Are you sure..? -crack knuckles- LOL. =P
-wenjie: hahas yarh i'll try. lols you take care and rest early too..! =D
-Yang Guo: See, you are lame again..! hahahs whatever. you will emo one meh... tsk tsk.

So tired......!! Met wenjie for lunch @ Sakae Sushi. Before that played few rounds of pool to kill time. Sushi... my favourite. woots! wah we ate alot lar... and the dessert was nice! Thought was the frost strawberries but today served the muah-chee icecream balls. cool~

Strolled to Suntec City.There's a shop called " Build-a-bear workshop" or something. Very cute sia... you can create on your unique bear/ hello kitty plushie with all sorts of clothes and accessories! And the machine that stirred the cotton wools is so cute lurhs..! hahas. =) Saw how they make their own bear 'cos there's a group of chung cheng girls making one teddy bear. cute lurh i want too..! bleah. =x

Went to play arcade. Tried the music mania or what de... sth like o2jam. After that wj accompanied me home then went to meet his friend. Thx for the biscuit.

Damn tired for today lar.. or rather this week..!! ahhhh.. i need more rest. seriously.but i just can't rest early! =[

Don't know why so many people are emo nowadays.. BIG GIRLS DONT CRY.. SO DO BOYS. =x hahas as you know i don't know how to console ppl.. so i only can say out my view and try to cheer them up. 'Cos when i'm sad, they cheer me up too. (:

Hai ya i'm also very emo one but just that i'm TOO TIRED to be EMO..!! :S

Oh well.

Life's so boring in sch... i mean lectures and tutorials.. hahas. Today the atmosphere was wierd after class. Think it's inappropriate to elaborate but all i can say it's a misunderstanding between ling ling and winnie tan. Should be okays now bah... =/

After school went to library cafe to have lunch while waiting for our turn to use the library discussion room that we had booked earlier on. 1pm and we went to take a look.. hmm it's a group of DBF people.. same course as us. 1pm already time's up still didn't want to get out then winnie tan took the initiative to ask them out. Then they unwillingly packed their things.. the first guy to come out with the buey song face.. chao bin. >.<" who cared arh.. And i heard they were saying what 1.30pm time slot.. 'Cos we have booked the library room from one to five..except 1.30 to 2 time slot. So i suspected surely they or others will book the time slot to dee siao us. hahas checked the booking website and indeed,that time slot was booked after which. LOL. But they didn't come so we didn't give a damn and proceed to do our project.


My choco mint and Xinying's poifull sweets boxs.. bored until took pic. Looked like a T-Shirt? =P

Went home around 5pm. So tired lar...x_x

TRANSFORMING TO MY PANDA FORM!! BOOS.

Too tired today. Despite having afternoon nap, i'm still very tired.

Bought Stacy's present already, tmr then give to her. Come to think of it, it's so nice to receive present by classmates that only know one another for like 3-4 months? We celebrated one another's birthdays... real nice but when will be my turn..? hmmm...

Hais i'm getting sick of being emo. But who cares...anyway i'm fine the next moment.=]

Left with Econs,Marketing and Business Writing projects to complete...somemore POA and Statistics tests are coming..Exams are round the corner yet i still haven't touch any notes and start my revision. Hahas gonna be dead.

I enjoy being with my company of poly friends... 'cos without them, i don't think i see the reason to attend school..seriously lessons are just too boring...!! =P And i only can meet up with sec sch buddies during sept holiday i guess... cya all soon~

Why am i feeling this way? somehow...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACY MA...!! =)) hahas.

Today didn't know why all so hyper.... lamed and crapped around~~~ lols.

Actually, i got the feeling that i'm the odd one out. Meaning ling ling and winnie tan is closer...then stacy and xinying is closer.. and i'm like half here half there...? =[

I don't like...! HAIS. I mean i dislike this feeling lar... with stacy and xinying they 2 seem closer.. then with ling ling and winnie tan they 2 seem closer... hazel is closer with bryan ah gong and junhao papa...

Ai yo... but i'm not so emo... 'cos too tired to be sad. hahas.

It's so nice to browse online shop-sites..!! Online shopping~! Order soon with Winnie Peng and her friends... (:

TAKE CARE PEOPLE!!

Nite!

Today reached school quite early.. Xinying called me to say she's behind me.. hahas. Ate Macdonald's for breakfast in the com lab. Logged on to learn driving theory lesson using Aaron's account. Lols.. cool sia those road signs,hand signs, traffic stuffs..i wanna take theory test! I wanna get my car driving license! Jianhua and Aaron gonna take Class 2B license which is bike one. Car's safer lar! lols.

During the break the whole lot of us walked out of school.. Then something happened. Shan't elaborate 'cos didn't really know but agar-agar understood. So we walked to AMK Central and then Jianhua,Wallace,Wufan and Pipop "disappeared". lols asked them to play pool but some didn't want.hahs then celebrated ah gong bryan's bdae @ Pizza Hut.

Woots.. ate until damn full.. >.<" Then asked the waitress to take out the bdae cake and we sang bdae song loudly. Gave a slice of cake to the manager who helped us take pictures.And he paid the $100+ bill using his card. Hope ah gong liked the bdae presentS! After that walked back to Nyp. It's kinda fun teasing Xinying during Statistics tutorial which started by Stacy. Realised it's nice to make fun of her... hahs 'cos of her funny reactions! =P


AhGong & Me.


Group Take 1.


Group take 2.

Oh yeah, tomorrow's lesson starts at 1pm. Means i can rest longer.. =) Anyway, the blog music has changed to Rihanna- Umbrella [ Cinderella Remix]. Even my mom knows about this new single when i listened to it 'cos of the Live Earth Concert thingy. hahs.

晚安！

Edit: Can't stand my mom. She's like eaten wrong medicine lor....zZzZz.. chill. HAIS go rest le lar..kao.

Turned in around 3.30am and woke up at 1.30pm today. >.<" hahas. In the evening went to maternal grandparent's house. Then had zhu chao for dinner.. splendid. So qiao to see my paternal cousins' family at there too while i'm eating. (: They slacked and chit-chatted about their childhood days which were 30 years ago? >.<" so i had nth to do but to listen to music and sms... lols.

Ahhh... another week's coming..! Once strike midnight, gonna wish AH GONG BRYAN HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY..!! :D

But i dislike monday's lesson-boring. Thought of changing to a new blogskin later. hehs.

Nite. x)

//Edit: woots new template is up. any comments? feel free to drop a tag. yawnzz...cya!

Yo today was 07.07.07..! hahas. Didn't go for the 0722 class outing today..instead i met up with Winnie Peng after her ballet lesson. (: Around 5pm?

Didn't decide where to go initially.. so during the ride we discussed where to go... Then i saw a familiar face and realised it's Aloy...He's very blur nvr see me so i called him but didn't speak.. Then he saw me.. hahas blur right.. >.<" in the end alighted at summerset and began to shop around @ Heeren. Spotted 2 pink tops from Fourskins but the one i wanted is too big lar.. but the picture is damn CUTE! Aww asked the guy to help finding size S but didn't have. ): So we just put them back lor.. hais. While walking out we still looked back.. hahs bleah really cute one.nd there's the Miss Photogenic Competition, or rather, prize presentation. Then winnie said they're average looking only plus they wear gothic make up.. and i agreed with her.

Went to Cineleisure for our dinner. After that walked around and winnie spotted a cute top which looks like lollipop colour..! hahas warm colour lar..and she bought it. hahas. Almost tempted to buy another combination of colours but didn't catch my eye in the end.

Continued walking to Taka and Wisma.. Sales are going on still, especially Mango. hahas had a white shoulder top in mind but didn't buy cos it's white in colour. Don't know if i would regret choosing white over black... make up my mind whether to buy it soon..anyway Forever 21 clothes are cmi in my opinion.. Common and flowery kind.. >.<" I managed to persuade winnie that their fashion design is wierd. lols. At least Zara is better than it lar..IMO. So don't sue me for anything said here k... hahas. =x Today supposed to wear green to support the save the earth campaign right.. but i didn't. lols. Then winnie was funny lar.. at first she thought she didn't wear green but she wore a green bra. rofl. not bad ah so supportive. =P

We bought Jumper Dresses...!! :D that is hot in demand for dunno what reason. Alot of people eyeing on Jumper dresses and that salesgirl was happy lar..i bet her commission would be high. hahas could see from her expression.. kept smiling. lols.

We took Mrt around 9.30pm. Took some pictures on the way... =)

Next would be searching for black vest with white vertical stripe tied at the back. Something like hoiting's de. hahs so will meet Winnie at bugis soon again..! Need to save money first~~~



Reflection. Are we tall? hahs.



Pink & White.



Winnie and Avelyn. ^^


Shopping Bags of the day! :p

Overall a fun day! =] yea that's how i spent this special triple seven date..! XD Abit guilty for not going to class outing but yea, worth it!

Suddenly felt so hungry.. lols. shall eat some dark chocolates. tata!

Reached NYP around 10 plus then bought dark chocolate frappe to drink while doing project. 3 left around 1pm while we 3 stayed to continue doing the project. Stacy left around 3 plus and then ling ling's bf came. hahas so awkward lar.. i'm like the gooseberry like that. hahas then didn't talk to them because i didn't wanna disturb them. tsk tsk so i kept chatting in msn.

It's been so long since i last saw Jacin, so decided to meet her to makan. Waited from 3 plus to 4 plus..lol. She treated me Anderson's Ice cream. Had Seafood Platter @ Fish & Co. oO 7% GST. lols...$20 meal. okays lar not much difference. Walked around then i kept laughing lar..she's so lame as usual... hahas. I was damn tired so went home around 7.

Guessed what... i ate another meal straight after i reached home. It's a sumptuous seafood dinner cooked by my mom too. Awww.. I HAD 2 DINNER MEALS STRAIGHT..!! :/ No wonder i'm so so fat...... hahas but i didn't have lunch. :o

Tmr supposed to meet NYJC 0722 ppl but didn't know if i'm going not. Tomorrow then decide but surely i'm going to meet Winnie Peng..!! Yipee~ hahs so long didn't catch up with her ler.. she's missed.

And you know, i hate the feeling that friends are drifting apart. Tell me it isn't true... cos i always think too much. >.<" hahas.

2 meals for dinner.. ahhh stomach going to burst.. OPPS...!!

Till here. (:

what's simplicity?

Almost late for lecture if i didn't walk in big stride...scanned card time: 9.08am. phew.Everyone said they're going to be late, including me. hahas. Hazel and I were in the lecture room then Stacy came in. Was chatting and sms-ing with lingling and she came in very late.

The lecture is so boring lar. Then we discussed how to celebrate ling ling's bdae before she came in.Called winnie and she didn't buy the present.Around 10 the lecturer gave a break and so Stacy,Jun hao, Hazel and I took this chance to buy a birthday cake. We walked to Ang Mo Kio Central there kaes... hahas then Stacy created nicknames on the way. Junhao, previously called junhao PAPA, has a new nick called Junhao the Giant Oyster. Hazel is being called by Stacy as Hazel the Sucker Nut. lols. funny.

Junhao asked her," Then Avelyn called what?"
Stacy replied,"Avelyn calls Avelyn lor."
Then he said," I know what, Avelyn called Avelyn the Bee Hoon. All related to food."

>.<"" evil. hahas nevermind. Walked into a few bakery shop then decided to buy a chocolate cake from Bengawan Solo. After that went to NTUC Xtra to buy lighter,forks, serviette . Took MRT back to NYP and reached around 11. Just nice. We lit up the candles outside the tutorial room and once ready, we switched off the light and sang the bdae song and walked towards Lingling.=)
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CHA BOR..!! hahas xD

She's shocked bah. Cos she thought we've forgotten her bdae. Winnie said de. Lingling told her bf abt it lor.. hahas we looked like so bo xim one meh.. tsk tsk.

Then no one dares to bring the lighter home. They said scared parents thought they smoke so i brought home lor. I realised it really gave one the impression that i'm a smoker if i were to take the lighter on hand. lols. =/

Tomorrow will be CHOO JIAYING PIGGY's Birthday..!! :D

HAPPY 17th BDAE GIRL..!! May your wish come true. x)

Alone. Who will remember and celebrate my bdae this year...i really wonder.

No school tomorrow as it's SBM Graduation Day. But still, i have to go back to do project.. so no difference lar. haha sian.

Damn tired. Can i just drop dead? URKSSS.

2+am to 6+am...4 hours of sleep. Ahhhh... dead beat. Late for lecture today..met joseph on the bus and he's late as well. lols.

Paiseh ht, sy and jy for not being able to meet up in NYP today. =[ Cya soon...! you all are missed.

Had statistics make-up lecture and Lingling's bf brought some food for her in the middle of lesson. Then Stacy teased her by saying how sweet to have someone bringing nice food while we didn't have the privilege. hahas.

TAGS REPLIED
-oinky: hahas ^5..! lols. :D
-yang guo: ehhs i didn't cry lar..! Eyemo drop you this lamer. =x
-wenjie: yea maybe too stressed on that day. hahas. (:
-tiger: what do you think? lol it's about studies. =P
-*: haha but if you don't compare you won't get the drive to do well right? :o
-yang guo: slacker how to pia? hahas ya lar how's ur JCT result? Not good kena whack. =/ but who cares...just suan you back.

Somehow... i begin to doubt my intuition...what do i really want?

I just want a long rest now. x((

I did my best for the proposal writing... oh well. Business writing module seems so difficult for me to score. Maybe, ONLY applies to me? I admit my standard of English is mediocre....perhaps it reflects on my AVERAGE results. Today got back Economics and Accounting test papers. Initially, i felt relieved that i didn't fail. But, after knowing most of my classmates scored very well for both papers, disappointment surged me. I was discussing with Stacy about our class during tutorial time.It seems like most of our classmates are smart though you may see them slacking in class. I am starting to feel the PRESSURE. You may think slacker also cares about studies huh... I slack but i know the importance of getting good grades.

Sometimes i wonder, how am i going to survive in poly? I don't print lecture notes and tutorials beforehand..[hence never do tutorials for most modules]...I ate snacks during lectures and didn't really pay attention to the lecturers...everyday i'll use com/lappy online and never revise at all until the very last min. [the day before common tests] Despite my LAZINESS, i'm worried about my studies. =[ truly.

Hais...Gtg for dinner..takkaire..!! After that i have to continue editing the proposal. -sian-

My expectation is high...maybe not to the extent of some. :/

2+am to 9+am...ahhh that's the period of rest i had. @*^#!% All thanks to the bloody report writing..!! I simply didn't know the correct format, thus writing lotsa crap out of it. =[[

Tried asking others, but still i'm confused. Hahs.. thanks for those who replied. (:
30% sia... wth. I can't afford to fail this module... hais.

Nvm, i will do my best today..because tmr is the deadline..! urkkkss.

Gtg to sch now..cya. Shall rant later, again. =x

今天难得我早到学校。。。！哈哈~ =D Went there early as gonna have presentation once lesson started.. Hais. I disliked having swollen eyes..! wth. Woke up with swollen eyes AGAIN. =[

After our presentation, we 3 sat at the back nothing to do.. so snapped some pictures. =x


Winnie Tan and Me.. spot my swollen eyes...? x(( ekkksss!



*.:Winnie,Ling ling and Me:.*


Only i do =P.... >.<


Posted all up to save my troubles sending both of them these photos one by one....

Afterwhich Stacy,Xinying and I went to Cheers and we bought cup noodles except xinying. Tom Yam flavour~~~! Yummy. I like tom yam..though i can't really take the spiciness. tsk tsk. Next lesson is business software... oh sian..got back the result for Access application ICA 1. Wah seh I only scored 75/100..compared to my class top score which is 90.. wah lao so zi bei sia... sian x3!

After lesson is breaktime and we went to J8 for lunch. Awww man poor service..!! I waited for so long for my food to arrive sia.. almost died of hunger.. and yet the lady still asked me to wait longer..wth. Then saw Raina,bryan they all...celebrating Raina's bdae. Hahs, saying about birthdays... SO MANY JULY BABIES OUT THERE...!! Let me list down in case i forgot about the 1st 2 weeks.

02 July-Raina
05 July- Ling Ling
06 July- Jia Ying
09 July- Bryan
11 July- Stacy
13 July- Nicole
14 July- Joseph

First 2 weeks only lei.. already got 7 bdae boys and girls..! Hahs. Sometimes i envy my friends... as their bdae falls on normal days and we'll celebrate with them.. UNLIKE mine which always falls on school holiday? 04 Sept =[[[ Uber sad sia... Got no idea who will celebrate for me this year.. hais~ mystery yea...

Anyway, an analysis of my personality in terms of birthdate...

Your Birthdate: September 4

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April

Awww..woke up and realised my left eye was abit swollen. :( Not good to have sensitive eyes. hahas. Simply slacked the entire day... Felt so damn tired today lar.. lol.

Tomorrow's Youth day but this holiday isn't applicable to poly students. UNFAIR..!! Sian, there's presentation as well... hais. Such a hassle to dress up in formal wear and max. marks you can get for presentation are 5?! rofl.

And i still can't figure out what to write for my report and the deadline is wednesday.>.< It's so confusing.. so leave it for tmr. Brain dead for now after thinking about my speech for the project. =x


i need someone to shower care..nth to call my own.

未知的世界
总会令人害怕
未来有多久
世界有多大

Back from BBQ @ East Coast. Thanks my parents for driving me home... if not i had to board a long journey... =)

It's nice to see them after so so long.. but sadly some didn't recognise me.. hahas because i was wearing specs i think. Honey lemon prawn...! Yummy~ hahas. Nice chat with kaka and her friend min.

Anyway, yan brought a deck of "special" poker cards and the guys were playing it ENTHUSIASTICALLY. >.<" The reason was the deck printed FHM pictures...luckily i never saw them nose bleeding or whatever. I snapped it but thought it's inappropriate to post it...like so wierd lar.. wierd poker cards which guys only will drool over. rofl. hum sup sia.. =/

Jo brought his guitar along too.. Oh ya the rest were drinking vodka after i left.. lols. Simple BBQ gathering... hehs.

Watched wo cai wo cai wo cai x3 show..so damn cool lor the YOYO ASIAN KING.. uber cool stunts.. xD afterwhich was selection of babes with pretty legs.. wah lao all so tall and FAIR...envy them..! =[[ hais.

Yet another day passed... tsk tsk.