I did my best for the proposal writing... oh well. Business writing module seems so difficult for me to score. Maybe, ONLY applies to me? I admit my standard of English is mediocre....perhaps it reflects on my AVERAGE results. Today got back Economics and Accounting test papers. Initially, i felt relieved that i didn't fail. But, after knowing most of my classmates scored very well for both papers, disappointment surged me. I was discussing with Stacy about our class during tutorial time.It seems like most of our classmates are smart though you may see them slacking in class. I am starting to feel the PRESSURE. You may think slacker also cares about studies huh... I slack but i know the importance of getting good grades.

Sometimes i wonder, how am i going to survive in poly? I don't print lecture notes and tutorials beforehand..[hence never do tutorials for most modules]...I ate snacks during lectures and didn't really pay attention to the lecturers...everyday i'll use com/lappy online and never revise at all until the very last min. [the day before common tests] Despite my LAZINESS, i'm worried about my studies. =[ truly.

Hais...Gtg for dinner..takkaire..!! After that i have to continue editing the proposal. -sian-

My expectation is high...maybe not to the extent of some. :/