wahhhh leg suan...! lemon-ed. lols.

Brought laptop to sch for the technical troubleshoot for vcm. in the end also never repair. must wait till tmr. wth. late for 20 min i think.lols then after sch ling ling went to my hse for i had to leave my laptop before we went to Bugis for shopping! hahas.

Walked to Bugis Village... but most shops aint opened yet. lols still early bah then we went to have our lunch 1st. Both of us bought a top each. Afterwhich went to continue our shopping @ FarEast Around 5pm, her bf came. wah atmosphere damn wierd due to some reason i guessed. Luc.ky Jason ended course early today so trained to Cityhall to meet him first.

Ah liang couldn't come down last min as he was still doing his project. So we walked to Funan to see the Hellgate London Game Launch. Hmmm nt very interesting leh. It's like CS + Diablo kind of game system. lols.

After that went to walk @ Suntec while waiting for Peter. >.<" Had dinner @ BK. Crapped around then home sweet home. Omg i took bus 147 back... turtle bus! 1 hr + trip man. cool dao siao! LOL.

._.

It's another month. a new start.

I had enough. Mom just doesn't understand a single thing. Always wanna compare with my brother. ya he's so damn good. i admit. But why she can compare with my kor but don't allow me to compare with my friends? what is this?!

Lame. yaya she can stop giving me allowance. i dont care anymore.

fcuking disobedient tears.

Almost late for today's lecture. lols but never. very tired.

Had McSpicy Meal for lunch with LingLing and Stacy. Xinying left earlier to see the doctor for her eyes had some infection. Takkaire! Chatted with them about lots of topic.. interesting. lols.

Went for tutorial after lunch. Something happened during the last tutorial. LingLing suddenly called my name and i looked up. What i saw was her teary eyes. o.O wah xia dao wo! Accompanied her to go out and sat outside. Lending her a listening ear, she told me about her case. Hmmm.. there's nth i could help her except to give some suggestions and cheer her up. I realise her character is somewhat similar to mine. Brave and strong on the outside but damn weak deep inside. Sian~ Jiayou lingling! Don't suppress yourself too much.

Had a rest and woke up at 10 plus. lols. seriously very very tired. dunno why also. >.<" The wound on both my ankles are still there. esp. when climbing up the stairs, i can feel the wound tearing kind of feeling. yucks.


Anyway, Happy Birthday LESLIE and CRISTAL...!! =)

Ytd ghey kiang go and wear a pair of leather boots ( not those high length one) then made the back of my ankle bleed. =( Pain~~~ till now.

Today was rather fun 'cos we could talk crap very well, as usual.oppss lols. Caught the movie " Stardust". hehe it's a nice movie lurh. =) Entertaining. wahahas. After movie went to have dinner @ Waraku. Wee first time dining there. Delicious. (:

Quarrelled with my mom over the phone while i trained back home. Unreasonable.

Woots it's another week. Awww monday..

Woke up in the morning then went out to Chinatown. Wilson was late. late king =x Met up for Kbox..but i seldom sang one so i was there to listen most of the time. hahahs. Anyway, he was down with flu. poor thing.

Walked around and he bought a shirt then trained to Dhoby Ghaut for lunch. Not my lunch though. lols i just drank a very small bowl of soup nia. lols. After that went to Suntec City to buy donuts! Chocolates filling.. wahahahs.

Played arcade and chilled/slacked till 9 plus. He bought a tiny winnie the pooh in penguin costume. lols.

Now very tired man... body aching. >.<" damn.

hahas sian.. off to watch tv. (:

friday. bad day. lols.

went to sch just for 1 hr plus lecture. sian right... not that i don wanna p0n lesson. if i knew the rest skipped i would have skipped lo. Previous lecture... i didnt attend it so went today. hais boringggg. On the way to sch Reeve msged asking me to meet them @ AMK Hub. So okays lor... but then after that they wanna watch the movie" Superbad"... so i didn't go 'cos not interested and the movie started @ 3pm lor. After lecture Stacy suggested to have lunch but then later on Cristal already gonna reached CityHall so no choice we didnt have lunch tgt. hehe dont worry, i know it's really last min. But just felt so sian and... dunno lurh.

As for tomorrow, i also don't know the plan. The chain effect... everyone has to confirm with one another. I also don't know who am i meeting up with tmr. hais... i mean i can't confirm with ppl 'cos others cannot confirm with me therefore i dunno if i am free to meet up or not. hahahs sounds complicated yea... nvm. BU SHANG BU XIA how to plan... hahas opps that's what Jason said. lols. Worse come to worse all also cancel and i stay at hme emo. LOLS. =P really cannot plan sia.

Today supposed to meet Shi Wei and go to sch together de.. but i took the earlier bus so too bad. Wahahas. opps.

Going to dye hair today. Not sure of the exact outcome of the hair colour but heck just dye. =x Till here.

Everything is just not RIGHT.

Seems familiar pose? "My bathroom is over there!" XDD



Green patch! wees go green go!






GALFREN ROCKS! ^^


Not ALL pics are posted. Lazy and some are really SPASTIC! HAHAHAS =P

Beside these, we did some shopping lurh. hehes. Anyway that green patch area is really nice and cooling! Nice place to pat tor? winnie said de. tsk tsk 'cos got a few grps also sat around there..! hahas.

Meet up often kaes! hehehe. And....

I miss my sec sch clique! =(( Holiday is coming...for them lurh. Jio me out leh.. hais. lols.

Good nite.

Not MIA but lazy to blog since Winnie haven't send those pictures that we had taken on wednesday. hahas takkaire girl. Hope u get well soon! =)

Just a little update to inform i am still alive and kicking..! LOL.

(:

Today.

Watched xiao hua xiao cao show.. crapped and discussed with friends. hahahs. Got shuai ge and sweet looking ger.. hahas =) Cherie and Jonan i think. lols.

This is the first time i could chat until so carefree and normal.. in the sense. hahas >.<" Alright, think no one understands what i am writing.

It's already half past one. cya~

hohoho i am late queen..! Late for lecture again..! wth. >.<"

Lesson ended in the evening today... same goes for tomorrow.. awww.

Nothing much to blog about. My life is so damn boring yea. Hmmm maybe gonna dye hair.. warning! Don't call me pai kia or whatever. lols =p

Nites.

I am stronger as time goes by..

so forget about me.

I'm happy on my own. =))) i believe.

This time i cried. not 'cos of you.

I cried while watching drama series.. >.<" tears dropped rather. hahas..

Turned in around 3am and woke up @ noon today. lols. Received several sms-es but today had plan already. So had my lunch and prepared to go out to AMK to meet Jason. Wah... he got his iPhone already.. hahas quite nice a gadget to play ...hahahs! He likes to disturb me one lor.. wth man. Don't let me find out his weakness.. hur hur.

Trained to Cityhall and walked to Funan IT mall to find his friend, liang. Explored around and crapped while waiting for him to off work. Afterwhich, we had our dinner @ Pasta Mania then boarded bus to Far East. Walked around and jason bought his screen protector for iPhone.

Walked to Cineleisure...wah havoc got some group whacking some ppl there.. >.<" lols. Can't be bothered just see see look look 'cos they shouted and screamed, caught our attention. After that walked to the food fare area near Meridian. We ordered stingray and lala clams..sugarcane juices. woots. Eat and eat and eat.. lols jia lat sinful sia!

Time to go home when we all walked down to Plaza Sing. Junsheng saw me in mrt and never call my name.. msged me to confirm if it was really me. lols.. ps i never looked around.. simply too tired so never noticed.

Now watching wo cai x3. hahas turned down tmr's plan for i am very tired and lazy to go out. Tmr shall do some tidy-up of my room bah.. damn messy. hahas. Cya!

Just reached home.. tired. Actually i was feeling dizzy.

Anyway, something lame happened due to my blur-ness. LOL. It was raining damn heavily when i was about to leave house for school. By the time i reached NYP, it was around 1.05pm. Meant i only had 5 mins to chiong to the LTD. Still nevermind. Thought of scanning card to prove i was actually present but late. >.<" lols.. So i walked in and turned to the slope down going to Engineering Sch. Then i walked all the way straight and found a dead end. Wth. Called Ling Ling and then her phone was passed to several people to guide me but to no avail. So in the end i never went for the lecture and walked back to the bus-stop to take bus 72 to yck interchange.

When i was at the station, a guy wanna cheat my money! HAHA. He approached and asked me to help him buy Mrt Fare around 4 bucks. Then i replied i didn't have money. Then he said 2 bucks also can lar. Then i gave a cold stare and told him to ask other guy beside, who was withdrawing money. So he asked the guy and he was stunned then they walked to purchase the fare ticket. Afterwhich, the cheat tapped the card and went in while the kind guy walked back and looked at me. hahas. opps.. Don't know wanna say he kind or what lor.. no comment lar. But the conman arh.. dressed nicely de leh..don't look like no money. >.<"

Reeve came and we took train to Dhoby Ghaut for lunch @ Pizza Hut. We ordered 4-5 pax group set lunch. hahahas! 4 bowls of soup, 4 glasses of coke and 2 regular pizzas. Li hai not.. lols. Ate until so damn full lor.. but we got do exercise one. We walked to Bugis to meet Kenny and Kendrick (dont know how to spell) @ Pool Fusion around 4pm.

Ate 3 boxes of dark chocolates! Mango,Rockmelon and Green Apple Flavour! nice nice. Then Alex came and some of us played the photo hunt game. The touch-screen machine one.. hahas we played until quite high. Funny thing was, while we were playing the photo hunt (hunks pic), it was also my turn to play pool with Alex. So we were multi-tasking and guessed what? i won the round.. hahas Alex stunned and said i was so excited and boost my pool skill then won him. =x hahahas funny man!

They also played until never concentrate playing pool. Played till around 6pm then went to wait for Alex to drive Chao Yuan. Good lor all got cars.. hahahs. Afterwhich we went to Shaw Tower i think. They had their dinner while Reeve and I watched them eating 'cos we were still very full. hahas. By the time it was around 9 plus. They dee-siao some people until zek ark man.. still use my name ask the ppl to search the namelist somemore. evil! =x lols.

Then it was time to go home. Reeve, Kenny and I sat inside Kendrick's car to go back to Hougang as we stayed @ the same area while Chao Yuan was in Alex's car going to meet Bryan. hahas. On the way, they were discussing about cars. Awww.. they are rich lor. Sian.... when can i get a car? or even a car license?! LOL. still damn long i think. boo hoo. Weekend has come! Time to relax for i know projects and ICAs are coming soon. =/



Sports Cars Spotted !! *drools* LOL.

Alright, Takkaire readers. (:

Today's lesson. 9am-12pm. But released slightly earlier. Accompanied Xinying to have lunch @ North canteen. After that walked and slacked around.. went to library and rest awhile 'cos i thought it's too early to go out. hahas.

After that we walked to take MRT to Bugis. wahahas.. today couldn't shop lar.. 'cos i am super broke now.. barely survive okays. lols. I can really be a good salesperson. I can tempt Xinying to buy things one but she can't do the same thing to me. =P Walked till 5pm then we went on separate ways. She bought a bag, a long tights and a watch. I only bought a watch. hehes. =)

Went to Raffles Place to visit my colleagues. hahas.. actually went back to pass Gan ma Janet the keys that i forgot to hand them back. hahas.. chatted with them for awhile then i trained to CCK. Omg.. the journey was so damn far.. and the train terminated @ Yishun. So i had to alight and waited for the next train lor. Reached there alil late. hahas. Met Jason to have our dinner @ Sakae Sushi. hahas. Queued for quite sometime. My legs were very suan man. hahas. We were very crappy there lurh.. jialat.

After dinner we decided to go to Causeway Point to walk and chill. Sometime later we went to eat again @ Gelare. wahahas ice cream waffles! yum yum.. and the Frappe Mocha. =) Made me super full but nice. Thanks man.. hahas nice treat.

By the time it's about 9.30pm.. i had to rush home. lols. >.<" Home sweet home @ 10 plus. Kao my legs machiam breaking.. damn suan. Imagine i stood for 6 hrs... what the. =/ i am zai. hahahs! kidding. Tired and i haven't prepare the speech for tmr lesson. sian.. break.broke.broken.




Playing with shades..! =P

2nd day of skl. MORE boring. lols. I couldn't figure out why this sem de lecturers are mostly part-timers, lkk, and dont have any sense of humour! Except one lar.. and that is the Statistics lecturer. >.<"

Had a long break in the afternoon. Slacked and zhou bo. Chatted and sms-ed ppl lor. Funny thing is, Stacy , Ling Ling and I got calls to handle except Xinying. Ended my call and guessed what? Xinying called me. =.=" lols.. funny lor she =P

Afterwhich last lesson of the day is AFA tutorial. Hmmm i never paid attention and played with my phone since i was not facing the tutor. hahahas. Damn slack then ended the sch earlier. Took bus back to Hougang then it rained so damn heavily..! I was stuck at the stupid bus-stop. Looking at my watch, i thought i didn't have much time so i walked in the rain. hahas damn slow k...'cos Joseph lar.. asked me to bring the textbooks to exchange in the end he took one bk only.. sian. I was drenched with rainwater dripping down. poor thing man.

Showered...Had my dinner and then prepared to go out to buy my stuff. Trained alone to City Hall to meet Wilson. Had a missed call so i called back. Inform me that he would be late. Alright, so i walked around Raffles City. This time, i was feeling unwell already.When he came, we went to the Adidas retail to get my jacket. He told me to choose size XS. and i gave him the o.O look. I wore before.. it's just nice and fit. But scared later i gain weight cannot wear mah.. wahahas =x So i bought size S lor. Still got space. Happy to get my desired jacket. I like the colours! =)

After that i had to go home already. Got curfew >.<" So he accompanied me back. Someone called me. Saw Jiaying and Wenbin going down the escalator while i went up. hahas. Baded goodbye and i went to find my family to go home together.

Something happened along the way. Hais.. though there was unusual silence, i also tried to reply and continue the conversation.

You know everything is not the same anymore.. 我看得开。。。真的。

I can't promise you anything b'cos it's unpredictable. If i can choose, i will choose to be as cool as an ice lady and pretend everything is alright. hahahas. yea..

When seeing my family, i had to act as if i am damn happy after getting my jacket. hahas. Whatever it is.. no one can change me except myself bah.. and you are considered the factor.

But really, i like this jacket though my pocket has burnt a big hole. thanks...

Perhaps.. i haven't find the reason to smile. No lar, i am still crappy in skl mah.. right right? =) hehe.

Anyway, Happy Birthday Kenneth! Don't say i have changed gang or what..i am NEUTRAL. is you all dao hor! =x hahas still hope u enjoy ur special day! =D

Nobody knows the inside me. I am who i am supposed to be.

1st day of skl. crapped like hell. hahas.. lectures are boring man. Today is the day that we students "破财消灾"... lols. Queued so long just to buy all the module booklets. Printing shop de ppl earn big bucks lor.

Nth to do actually when sch reopens. boohoo. hahas.. i am lost for words lurh.

Surprisingly, i am not that emo i guess. Perhaps.. chocolates have become my remedy! =P

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐


One of my fav. song. ((: Gan dong de song =x tsk tsk.

Oh well~ Nite.

Turned in @ 3am and woke up @ 11am in the morning today. Sian.. my mood isn't good for no reason. YR told me he's going to go sing ktv at Serangoon there.. i knew today considered the last day of holiday.. so last min decided to go sing with Reeve and Bryan.

I was late ler.. damn late. sorry something cropped up at home mah.. no choice. On the way i knew something happened. They 2 lar.. never talked to each other. They quarrelled. Sian instead of being emo, i was fed up lor. Okays then 3 of us became silent lor.. i didn't care to ask what happened initially but i was damn du lan as well. So after awhile i questioned Reeve then he told me sth lar.. Then i asked Bryan also lor. At first said wanna cheer me up lar.. but in the end was being pissed by them. =x hahahas.

Went to Cineleisure de Kbox.. Reeve asked me if i knew anyone from the Adidas Retail and i said no. Then he said but inside like got someone kept looking and i noticed too. But i dont think i found anyone familiar lei. >.<" Reeve described the person then i xia dao.. thought he saw somebody i know but in the end it's not lurh.

Anyway, they seem to be alright during singing session bah. Kept asking me to sing male singers de songs.. lols. I like to hear only mah.. i sing i have to use a lower key lei.. so xin ku. =x hahas. They li hai lor.. sang alot le then those songs that i wanna sang were so down the list.. so qiao that when my songs were up, we were about to chase out liao. lols.. but got sang lar.. hahas. Btw tears welled up when the song " yi lu xiang bei" was played. hahas.. =/ i never cried okays!

Afterwhich went to Cine de Adidas... then to Heeren de Adidas to look for jackets. Sian lor.. I like the jacket hor.. colours are nice but got a rose? eeeee. Seems wierd lei.. So i am wondering if i were to take female jacket size M or male jacket size XS? hahahs. >.<" I like the colour combination.. cool lor though not feminine de. Women's Adidas Spain Track Top, Black. Help me keep a lookout man.. anyone working in Adidas? Got discount tell me hor.. i am poor one. =( lols.

Had dinner @ Taka and rushed to take Mrt le. Bryan went different direction then Senior Reeve accompanied me to take bus.

Oo.. it's monday now! Means have to attend sch! rahhsss. Anw, Happy Birthday Wallace!

It's been sometime since i stayed up late.. hahas i wanna make myself tired so that i can have a long good rest. =x Friends said i am an easily affect person. Yes it's so fcuking true. My mood swings like nobody's business. hahas. Not good okays.. but this is me. hais.

Anyway, click the Nike Ad on the right. You can view some video clips for some stunts if i am not wrong..lols. 'Cos the ppl are wearing Nike shoes mah.. Nike Tribe!

Sunday.. not going anywhere unless i am damn moody.

Nite.

Don't make yourself appear so nice and you still rmb the memories all that.. i saw your msg i have got nth to say.. it's just so fake. i wanna forget it.. even if it is a happy one initially.but now it doesn't seem to be. not anymore......

Supposed to meet at Orchard Mrt @ 2.30pm but was late. Hor hor.. but not my fault lo.. bryan lar. >.<" late king lor. Then i wore green today with black outer jacket though. lols.. 4 out of 6 wore green..! why? 'cos selamat hari raya..! hahahs.. creative not..=x Anyway, people attending the educational fair are reeve, bryan, kenny, chao yuan and 2 other guys that i dunno.

The fair is held @ Orchard Hotel. Hmmm.. see their serious way of planning their studies.. makes me wanna work hard too! lols. Kenny is a funny guy lar. I always dee-siao and suan him and whenever he can't out-talk me.. he will du lan and ask me to diam. kaoo! >.<" Maybe i really say dao his sad thing? lols. opps. hahahas.. i made him so famous liao lor...CL CL! =x if he saw my blog arh i think i am dead. hoho.

After that Kenny left and the rest of us walked to Taka to have our dinner @ Omu Rice (if i am nt wrong). Quite nice.. hehe bryan cleared his treat liao. lols. Those owe me treats one better zi dong arh.. =x lols kidding. Then trained to Dhoby Ghaut. Played pool with Reeve and Bryan till 9.30pm. Oh my... halfway pool session hor.. i became emo..! LOL.'cos that pool place reminded me of sth.. then wo xia dao when initially i thought we were given the same pool table but lucky never. Simply too high lor.. siao liao. Damn abnormal. >.<" You know is like drunk like that but i nvr drink lei.. lols emo makes me hyper? wtf..!! Maybe i suppressed too much le bah.. hahahas. Anw i think i scare them le.. paiseh. =x hehe.

Trained to Kovan and home sweet home. hahas.. overall quite a fun day bah. Anw, what do u guys think of friends who " zhong se qing you"? lols... i hate it man.. though frankly sometimes i have the tendency too.

Alright, dont worry man.. i am alright now. hoho cya! =)

Last day of work is always good. wahahahs. =P

Told Gan ma Janet that today is Jaslyn's bdae and we discussed on buying a cake for her. But i'm not free to buy so Janet bought during lunch hour and went to Hitachi Tower herself. I was in the office starving 'cos arh my lunch wasn't arrive yet. lols. Yong Rui said he wanna cook spaghetti.. so i am kind enough to take this risk. LOL. Then i was tasked to deposit $5,500 into the bank for my company. Initially i was teasing that lady ( ps i forgot name) 'cos she came over to my office and pass this cash. Playing with her and next moment my supervisor asked me to deposit. Wth.. later i kena robbed or dropped the envelope = mati..! hahas. So i went to Hitachi Tower with her lo.. wish Jaslyn Happy Birthday and gave her a hug. =)

Chatted for awhile then went to Citibank. On the way i saw colleague Patrick and Yuan Kai outside Ve-en fashion retail. hahas so exchanged greetings lar 'cos surprised to see kai again 'cos he quitted le.

Afterwhich i walked to OUB Centre there and met yong rui. Orhhx.. my lunch >.<" Damn hungry one lor.. he was zek ark to give me the bowl that is full to the brim while his bowl is only half-filled. =.=" lols. But still i finished most of the Spaghetti lor. Heard someone calling my name. It's Cecilia with Jaslyn and the lady. lols.. crapped with them for awhile. hahahs.

Time to go back office and work. Yong rui gave me a bar of Cadbury chocolates. hahas thanks arh. Then he went for work lor. hey it's so rare to have such a kind friend who don't mind getting food poisoning lo! It's his 1st time cooking Spaghetti man.. omg. wahaas but quite nice lar.. he got potential to be a chef. Quit nyp!! =x just kidding.


6pm. Time to end work. wahahas. Gan ma Janet she bu de wo..! I promise to visit her someday soon after school. hehe. Gave her a hug then i went off le. lols. Never go anywhere but home. Very tired actually... since i'm working throughout the holiday. hahas.

Here comes the weekend...! (:

Chocolates are my favourite~~ yea!

Woohoo. Today is the 2nd last working day. hehe

Met up with Jaslyn,Cecilia, Sharmaine ( dunno is it correct spelling) and another lady. I forgot her name! omg.. psps. =x Went to have lunch @ Bq Korea. Wahahahs korean food! yays. Waited for very long bah.. but nice to eat lurh. *yummy*

After that went to the counter to foot the bill then Jaslyn said she and cecilia treat me 'cos i'm not working soon. Awww.. xie xie Cecilia mummy and Jaslyn~! =) If i got time i will definitely visit them soon. hehe. Must miss me..! =x




My job is highly dangerous! LOL. deal with blades. *just kidding!! lols.. Tio cut man..put plaster. boohoo >.<"






Slacking time. ><



ACT EMO! lalalalas.

Damn happy tmr is the last day of work. bleahs.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLYN! ((:

Cya!

Wah,1st time i have actually ate so full for lunch. I had stir-fry tender beef with rice and with soup. Then i ate a bowl of yam cream for dessert. Wahahas. Normally i dont eat one lor.. the most is having fast-food or Soup Spoon's meal.

FAT LE LAR. =(

hahas.

3+ more hours till off work. Later going to watch a movie. Dunno nice not.

Life is like roads we travel, some are smooth, some are rough. Some i would rather forget, But there's one road i won't forget...the road where we met and became friends.

Thank you friends for the concern~~ =P

Oh yarh, I'm using penknife blade at work. From morning till now. Cool not.. act busy. Machiam having art and craft session. But bad thing is.. i tio cut abit.. careless!

Alright, damn sleepy now.

Ever heard of wednesday blues? hahas no right.. i'm okays today. Damn peaceful in my mind,heart and soul. LOL. ki siao type like that. tsk tsk.

Brewed and drank French Rose Tea.. woots sweet taste and scent. Helps to soothe my throat and cool down at the same time. Too heaty liao. Don't know why, i think that time passes very SLOWLY. lols.. must be nth to do then feel this way bah.

Friends seldom on9 in the morning.. no wonder siong chie says he'll miss me. LOL. boring~~~

Btw, xie xie ni Gan ma Janet. She made 4 crystals handphone figurines for me..! xD Damn chio okays.. the ANGEL..! (: Pretty. And i put onto my handphone already. ((: I like.

It's only 12pm now lor.. omg. >.<"

Save me!

woohoo. time to slp soon. Nowadays i got the habit of blogging. dunno why. maybe this is the only place that i wanna choose to fa xie? waahahahas.

Received a msg from you again. This time, a good nite msg. so clever.. know that i won't reply.

Anyway, this is the best period to listen to emo songs! wakekeke. right atmosphere.

xP I am sorry if i make you all to worry for me. All so scared that something will happen to me. Appreciated alot, friends. =) Don't worry. I am always a tough girl. right?



Btw, it's a nice famous song now lor..! 881 soundtrack.. hahas. Though it's not my generation, i still feel good when listening. high.

Things change, nt in ur control.

@.@ nites!

Very tired today. hahas. maybe bcos i stayed up quite late ytd..

Off work at 6pm and headed to Raffles Place Mrt Station. Wah finally i saw somebody that was within my sight range..as in sat at the correct direction and not standing at ulu ulu place anymore. =x oppsss.

hahas.. crapped all the way till home. My house is unsafe now.. got possibility to get ransacked. lols. also dunno what am i talking abt.. just being lame.

Ohh and gan ma Janet gave me Belgium dark chocolates..! wee~~~ loves.

Back to watch chl 8.. the competition. got shuai ge and mei nv~

i feel strange now.

Good morning..! hahas. oh no.. time to rush for work. hahas nvm i alrdy known as late queen ler. So it's okays.. =x Last week of work le.. actually damn tired to work liao but they lack of manpower so nvm lo.. lols.

There's something.. if u dont go and think abt it.. you will feel happier. Scar is there but time will heal yea.. hahas. dont get me wrong. I really hate guys who lie. That's why i have become like that..like so emotional =.="

My crying power damn up one okays.. silent cry one. Silent cry is a powerful cry. lols. But i wont cry anymore.. trust me. if u really kept me busy i wont think of it. Not worth ehhs. Glad that you ownself admit you're a bad guy.. hahas!

If i were to meet ya on the street... i guess perhaps i wont even greet you. 'cos i aint know what to say seriously speaking. S'pore is so small.. but i know i wont cya anymore..as i can afford not to go Raffles City... City Hall area.. hahas. yea..

Hold on to my belief man. wakekeke. 8.15am... damn late le..! cya~

Hao bu rong yi cheer up a little.. but still being scolded. so ridiculous. now i know when someone is angry or having bad mood, whatever sh!t he/she will also give and bombard one. Like as if he/she will even allow me to do so in the 1st place.. then act like i'm the one that don't want to go out on sunday or other days and purposedly went home late. =.=" hai.

Ended work and went to Mrt and wait for "Tian". LOL. but i couldn't see lar then someone tapped me.li hai lor out to scare me..

Trained to Ang Mo Kio to have dinner.. hmm nice cafe with good looking waiters. hahas =x Not i beo de hor.. i am "forced" to see. right?! hahas. And also forced to eat.. 'cos recently i have no appetite to eat.. not bcos of sth happened to me.. but dunno what's wrong. Just don't feel like eating when u know the stomach is grumbling..

Walked around Amk Hub. Actually nth to walk alrdy 'cos NYP is so near..lols. But now is holiday.. that means i seldom been there too. Afterwhich went to play pool. Orhh.. today my lady luck is gao gao lurh..! So tyco one.. hahas i'm nt a pro but i like to play pool. By a distance i saw someone familiar. It's hua chi...sec sch friend. but think he nvr saw me.

Around 9.45pm, we went to take bus back to Kovan. My parents were alrdy halfway... so i called back and told them to go home 1st but they inisisted on waiting for me.But who knows in the end... i still got scoldings.. to think that they are nice to drive me home. Hmmm.. but i nvr blame them lar.. i think they really got used to me staying at home most of the times.. that's why.

Reached home.. quarrelled alil and i think having cold war with my mom ler. >.<" Saw his msg but i never replied.

How would u expect me to meet you after i knew what kind of person are you?

Nvm, you initiate a conversation in msn trying to convince me into believing all that u have said. I have said what i have to say... like u said, i can choose to not believe what u said.. so now is my turn to tell you this.

So so tired.. really thanks ppl for cheering me up.. taking up their time to accompany me or jio me out but i always postponed 'cos i dont have the freedom to go out you see.. but i know after holiday my routine will be mundane..! study study study.. hahas.

Alright, after writing such a long post... 我很累了。。

But still, i'm stay tough. (:

Good nite..!

Oh fcuk.

Woke up in the morning.Saw the stupid sms. Then went out of house around 8.10am.. dressed like a tomboy. LOL. just a joke. i am normal.

Feeling dazed while walking to the Mrt Station. hahahas and super tired arh.. imagine ur tears kept flowing.. shi lei de lor..! =x

Reached office and supervisor asked me to run errand. So took cab to Upper Bukit Timah Rd de The Linear Residence. Okays lar, suan shi chu lai tou tou qi.. wahahas. Then cabbed back to Raffles Place. Walked to Indian Overseas Bank to give TT and receive some documents from the Manager.

Then went back to the office. I cried terribly in the washroom. At first was wanna slack for awhile.. then tears just flowed down my cheeks..boohoo. hahas damn. After wash-up walked back into office lor. Did some admin work and here i am... lols.

Currently, the weather is aint good. It's raining..! ahahs. Must be crying for me. ROFL. Narh kidding man.

Got to daze and slack for like 6 more hours and had to go for "counselling" by my Hero. (Puke =x ) hahas.

Hey!! Anyway, i am really glad i have alot of ppl to guide me through and cheer me up...though most ppl dunno what makes me like this now. hahas it's just a small matter...yea small. so i shall get back to work. cya!

Went to chinatown de Kbox and sang in the morning around 11.30am. =.=" lols... sang alot of sad songs and tears flowed down. oh my... xia suay. hahas. oppss.

Went to parkmall and have lunch there. Caught the movie Resident Evil Extinction at 5pm. Cool nice movie..!

After which went to Lau Pek Sat for dinner. Chilled @ boat quay for awhile then go home. Enjoyed myself but tired.

hais..there's something that is cannot be explained.

Gonna dehydrate soon...

Went in and out...weather too extreme.. office so cold.. outside so damn blazing hot..! =((

Went Citibank twice.. HSBC twice.. etc etc. lols. Kill time? Yes it's damn shiok that time flies... but... gonna fall sick soon..! hahas. Actually sick le. Sorethroat~~

1 more hr to go... wahahas here comes weekend! Yays can relax..

((:

Left the office around 8pm and headed to Boay Quay for dinner together with Janet and Gwen..! xD

Yays korean food..! Yummy nice man..! First time ate @ the restaurant there. cool~ and the waiters were so funny..! jokers man.

Thanks Janet for the treat. =) as well as the bag of snacks..! wahahas!

Alright, good nite! friday... last working day of the week.. jiayou.

Got the photos. Shall upload some of them. ***disclaimer: i had a BAD hairday! =(( Super not nice. Who cares man.. lol =x

CYA!

Too tired so didn't update.. no time. hehe.

Tuesday was fun..! Went KTV with my colleagues..! xD

I rarely sang one okays..! First time open my golden mouth and sing in front of others using a mike. =x sounds noob right.. hahas bo ko leng not that i dislike singing! I am just shy don't dare to sing.. lols =x

Hehehe it is organised for gwen..! her farewell outing de.. so happy to see her again..! And... she has become cheerful and radiant..! =) Shall see her agn soon!

Yea.. and shall upload photos once i have received from gwen. hahas.

Today was alright. Quite slack actually 'cos i don't feel the pressure. Supervisor took 2 days MC. Listened to songs for the entire day... lols.

I felt unwell in the late afternoon but is alright now. (:

Anyway, 要开学了。。！ weee.

Today rushed to work. Walked and took train with my kor who is going to NUS for lecture. Reached office 15 mins late. OPPS. paiseh.. i know i am late queen! =x

Didn't know Singaporeans are so so kiasu..! Even koping red balls also super FAST! hahas! My supervisor returned to the office with 3 red balls with her hands and told us to grab those balls downstairs. LOLs.



Click the pic for clear view. hahas.

My colleague and I went down and hoho, no more balls! Everyone out there is packing their red balls into the big garbage bags..! LOL. Imagine those ppl wearing formal wear "fighting" for red balls @ CDB area. hur hur.

We were a little late to "fight" with them. hahas. so we had a chat with the ah ma selling big sweeps nearby. Guessed what? She gave me one red ball..! HAHA. so kind of her..lols. Singaporeans are just too kua zhang. Balls also kope so li hai.. lols. People even used van to pick up and store these big red balls! OMG. *speechless* I stood out laughing loudly. ( as usual, ki siao de laugh =p)

Reeve came and met for lunch @ Soup Spoon. Had pumpkin soup with almond toppings , half smoked salmon sandwich as well as a glass of ice lemon tea. Yummy nice! haha reeve was so blur lurh.. even the waiter laughed at him.. opps! i also laughed lurh... hahahs couldn't help it.

Then he gave me the lollipop.. hahas thanks man. Frankly speaking, i didn't eat these kind before..! I think, short term memory sia. HAHA. 'Cos of the artificial colours.. hahas~

Today worked longer than normal.. got OT alil.

Now.. so sleepy! hahahs.


BOOS! (: