Sat- Went to work alone. Watched the fashion show as usual to kill time. Really damn bored until i asked brother yc to come earlier as we are supposed to go for a guild outing after my work. Went to play pool.. wah i on form won him 4 or 5 rounds straight. but then coming to the last round... my mood was affected and i lost. guessed why? I just broke up. T.T kaoooo made me lose. -.-

Halfway settling stuffs, i received shiwei's msg. He said he saw me playing pool while he walked past going towards the cinema. so qiao wor.. then before meeting bro yc, i saw sam with his friend too. hahas what a small world.

Felt a surge of heartpain.. mixed with anger as well. he said till he pushed the blame to me like that.. we were like different worlds le.. just that i thought i could make a miracle.. i'm just plain stupid..hard to describe but just knew i felt terrible. Nothing else to say... i'm totally prepared till i wore the tee today... the caption on it was " Bye bye love" Rofl. Damn cute can... and it's so fcuking true that it ended. I'm glad to know now that he's not changing for the sake of this r/s so no point shall we drag it further. I know everyone of my frenx knew this will happen... and brother yc was so stunned until he bo wei gong to console me. tsk tsk. sorry bro to let u worry and at a lost bah..

We sat down and drank our soya bean milk to quench our thirst. After that went to had a race of Daytona. I lost.. cos of the 2pid machine larh.. the steering wheel would move itself though i set it manual drive..!! whateverrr. i sux at driving lor. =x

After work went to cuppage de Party World for the guild outing. ( though i never play WOW) ._. hahas. They sang but i didn't want to sing larh... just sat down and enjoyed the music.. but they chose was all emo songs! wth. keke emooooooooo one korrr-nerhhhhh!! -.- kidding. Sang one song " Shan hu Hai".

Ordered 3 jugs of Carlsberg to drink. wanna numb myself today de but drank 3 glasses nia le. 3 jugs so fast jiu finished by all of us... tmd. nvm it's also time for me to go home... curfew time is up. hahas. so brother yc and i left 1st and he sent me home. thx bro~

Now chatting with frenx and i am still damn awake. Thanks for waking me up to see through you. Today is the day i lost my gamble stake. hahahs nvm i still can gamble tmr..! in a different method... cos got chelsea vs. middlesbrough..! =p



29.03... byebyelove.

what the fcuk. suppress my feeling please. smile to my inner self, can i?

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*off to eat cup noodle... hungry!