Felt so tired now.. shagged.
I'm trying to avoid... trying to be carefree.
No matter what i said.. L is not giving up though he agreed at one moment. A mistake is a mistake...maybe that's what holds me so strong not to trust.
R/s issues are really complicated, therefore i don't think i gonna "provoke" it to create problems. Maybe i am selfish. I can't return or give back what others had done for me. I'm sorry.
Hais... when can i get back my real smile? >.<
a.v.o.i.d.
