I know by uploading all these, it will strain our friendship senior. Yet in the first place you choose to drag me in for nothing, this is inevitable.
Who will keep quiet & act as if you didn't 被冤枉? And i said you are jealous not b'cos who cares abt me, but b'cos you always think that no one cares for you. This is the jealousy that i meant. That's why you have this negative mentality for everything doesn't hold justice to you. No one ever says you are the devil. It's you yourself who thinks this way. Even if others wanna help you in becoming positive, it's so hard as you are too negative.
This is not peace at all when you didn't even realize the root/cause of this prob. No doubt you're still my friend but if you never 醒悟, then i only can say good luck to you. Because in life, there's nothing to complain except to analyse & change yourself for the better. That doesn't mean you are problem in the random situation but you hold the decision.
This is only a trivial matter to be brought up. Don't understand nevermind. =)
Sunday
Today never went anywhere except chilling @ TCC at Boat Quay at night. Upon reaching at 9pm, Damien kept saying i'm sad. hahas i got quite alot of issues troubling me but it's alright. Though acting blur is not the best way to deal with it, i ought to trust my own decision & no one can decide for others.
Tarot cards session. Sorry that i asked many qns. Some is true to a certain extent. Tw doesn't seem to be focusing. Maybe he's tired or maybe he doesn't want to decipher the cards. Either case is alright. hahas.
Kenneth came later 'cos he said he got a date earlier on. lols.
Took cab home.
Happy Vesak Day Everyone!