Back at home... shagged. Later got to go to work.
Honeymoon period of my relationship is considered over. I feel not loved as much as before anymore...not that caring anymore. Perhaps he may feel the same too. Sometimes my heart is"screaming" inside...then tears flowed randomly and couldn't stop easily. I fcuking do not know what i want and why i pen it down. I just feel terrible and I need his attention... when ppl msgs him he won't tell me who..i will worry de ma.. esp. if it's from a female. He's still the one in my heart.
It's gonna be 2009 soon. May it be a good year for all of us...
Feeling tired after crying...but still gotta work. Cya.
