Can life just be fair?

From the start it was him who asked me to be zi dong and commited to this relationship. But why is it when things happened to him, it's a different outcome. For him is to eng siew. When one has a friend request on facebook, normally as the bf/gf, he/she will be curious. When male friends add me, he will ask when he is curious...feeling sian. When female friends add him, guessed what he told me last time? It is to Eng Siew. What logic is this? Click click eng siew only. WOrk so tired already still can click click play Vampires, Hugs etc recently wor. While my christmas gift to him... he didn't even unwrap and see. HAHA.

This morning, i came across FB and happened to know that his thai ex has sent an angelic hug to him. Though it is just an application, the point being that if u want others to be zi dong, he should set the example first right? Let's give a FAKE scenario.

Guy S was once my ex but i don't really fancy him but just very touched by what he had done. Let's say one day, I am playing with facebook HUG application and began to send HUGS to friends. In my point of view, I am sending as a friend. But when Guy S received the HUG notification, he may not view the same. Guy S may think that i am still concern about him and lead him wrong to think of the past memories as he falls for me last time. Possible right?

I am tired of giving in sometimes. Have i not being understanding enough? Every 27th is our month-sary. This month he even forgot this day. I know that he is very tired after work. Hai.

But when minor things pile up, it will become a big thing.

You told me it's just friendster, facebook... virtual kind of platform. But how come you will also sian when i reply ppl's comment? We will never know unless we put ourselves in someone's shoe.

Seriously this is the first time i quarrel with people through the phone in the classroom where everyone is present. First time to cry in sch in my entire poly life. When i am angry, my expression showed it all but i won't say anything unless being prompted a lot of times.

Will you trust someone when he/she says "no more next time" more than once? Things happen still.

I don't know why i cannot feel when he said i mean alot to him.

I can only cross my fingers to wait and see.