Sometimes if i don't care or bother so much... perhaps things will go smoothly.
Today i quarrelled with my dad in the evening... i was pekcek till i tidied up the table and shifted my laptop back to my room. I admitted i was harsh and rude by saying back... but i think he's not in a good mood as well.
Cut my hair today. LOL. Didn't notice weiyuan they all until he tapped me while i was with mummy at Hougang Mall. Then dear looked for me and mummy at Bugis after his work. Bought some tops and a bag in the end.
Dear had dinner at my house and stayed till 10 plus. Appreciated his accompany. But things don't go in the way. 1st was a girl called jessie added him on facebook. 2nd was a girl called rachel accepted his friend request. He said he had no idea... should be added her long ago but she only accepted now.
For me.. i am surely unhappy about it though he said he may add her in the past.. hai.
I'm really tired and heartache to react like this. I don't want him to be sian of me reacting like this. But seems like my dear did nothing wrong as he added her before we were together? I wondered if anyone knows the feeling that i'm having now.. hai.
How i wish i wont think so much... but i just couldn't help it. This may be the very first time that i worried so much for a guy.
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