Accompanied my dear to cut hair @ CCK area. Hahahas.. so long never see baby in spike hair 'cos he was lazy to go for a haircut since CNY? lols. After which we went to Jurong Point as I needed to collect my ring from Metallurgy. The crystal dropped so I intended to change our pair instead of getting back a new ring (under warranty) but of the same design as what i always wore. Initially the salesperson said it was not of their policies to carry out 1-for-1 exchange if warranty card was not produced. Sadly, I only managed to find 1 of our warranty cards and the receipt. So she said we could only exchanged my ring but not his 'cos there was no warranty card. Like that was really bo liao lor.. no choice but to collect back my new ring of the same design. After awhile, the salesperson called me and said her manager remembered me and thus i could change our pair of rings for other rings of the same value or higher. Of course i was happy to hear that since his ring was also "faulty". Last time bought ours at $110 and after choosing our new pair of rings, we gonna top up for another $48. ($79 each) Next week then can collect lor.

(: I love the original words on our new rings.

I told him about my feeling that somehow he has changed. He was no longer the one who will stand my temper, give me care and concern. From yesterday i took mrt home myself, I knew he was already numbed of my actions and did not put in the effort to me.

Please don't lie to urself that u still love me as much as before when I think u alrdy xi guan of my temper... To you perhaps u think i am always throwing tantrum and bcos of u 习惯, u seem to care lesser and lesser or even scold me vulgarities alrdy. I no longer felt pampered in any way till a point that i think it's much better to be just your friend.

Even if later on we talked on e phone, i guess i had nth to say. I just know i cried as i penned down my feelings.

Status now: HEARTBROKEN. what was once whole is falling apart..

Less than 1 year, and i'm not being treasured. I knew of my status next time. Below is what i wanna tell him but i could'nt say it out myself...

I need a beginning again
I want to feel how I used to feel
When everything was in the palm of my hand
And you were here with me

Ya know I just don't get it
Ya know I really don't get it all
That you would leave so sudden
Well did you know you would leave me all alone?
I think we've fallen apart
I don't know where I should start
You left me here to be broken hearted

Some days I wonder where I would be
Cos I don't think it was wasted time
I always thought you'd be waiting for me
And now I'm facing the world alone

I have failed as a girlfriend and i am utterly heartbroken. Nonetheless, school reopens tmr as I still gotta be strong on the outside.

Hope my new class is lively...

Biggest quarrel ever today. We went out wif Peter and Sherleen. So after his army mobilization, he came to find me then we went to fetch Peter since he stayed near me. After that Peter called Sherleen and she asked if can fetch her from Clarke Quay when we were heading to Bugis. Then I think what quite ma fan then Jason also said "bu4 shun4 lu4".

After we reached, my contact lenses got prob.. kept irrating my eyes. Then i went to several shops.. 1 said my brand de out of stock, another said the optician nt around cant sell to me. wth so i took out my lenses and saw with my naked eyes with 400 degree each. 400 degree is v chim liao... Then we went to take neoprint. After that discussing what to eat, Sherleen said go eat Turkish food then we went lor at Arab St. I had difficulty walking 'cos really cannot see.

The quarrel started here when we wanna order food. I said i wanna eat a particular dish and i told jason. So he told them why not order my dish. Then Sherleen said don wan or not nice or sth, then said why not ordered another dish. Then Jason said okays. That point of time i already bu shuang liao but since she dined there ONCE... then i nvr say anyth. After which Sherleen asked Jason if wanna order a Moussaka. All versions are based primarily on sautéed eggplant and tomato, usually with minced meat.I knew Jason hated/never eat eggplant and tomato one. But guessed what he replied to Sherleen? " Ok order lor... i GOT eat one."

Wah this time i was quite angry liao. Never eat the things said wanna eat. Something fishy isn't it? When going out wif me, everytime take out the tomatoes de lor..! So i sms-ed him abt it and he said i trying to find sth to quarrel wif him again. Then i turned around and told him that i tot he never eat tomatoes one.. then he said, " i got eat one arh.."

Then i LANLAN nth to say. In the first place he could sms or tell me that he bu hao yi shi say don like if not later they don wan to order alrdy. I'm totally fine wif it since the food was meant to be shared de. But he never wor, he just said, he got eat de...why he cannot eat?! Even if nvr eat also cant take out de ma... pengz but this was not the issue lor.

Then with my food not ordered, they were discussing what to do after dinner. Then Sherleen said can watch movie arh.. 'cos she wanna watched sniper. Then Jason said can watch arh the asked me wanna watch not. Then i said i dont want with a dull face. And he didn't know why lor. He just thought i'm angry that's all so don wan to watch. But the reason is I cannot see further than HALF METRE...!!!

Okays then nvm.. i said i havent collect my Ritz strudels then we went to collect. Then the 2pid aunty told me out of stock when i actually called in advanced..! -.-

Then we went to walk around illuma 'cos Peter havent shop before. After that they wanna go chill at Clarke Quay. At first Jason said he wanna park at The Central de carpark. Then Sherleen said parked at Liang Court. Then he said played safe parked at The Central.. Then Sherleen said nvm lar parked at Liang Court better her fren parked before. Then he said okays lor. =/

Wah... we quarrel mainly abt the food lor. I knew he didn't like tomatoes then he said i knew can alrdy. What for right... when i know things abt him but he said to his frenx the opposite. Which makes me like a FOOL who doesn't know my own boyfriend at all. B'cos of this he scolded "KNN!" hahahahas. Now he wanna said i scolded him before. I knew more will come.

Pissed by him scolding me vulgarities, i said i wanna go home and he can happily go chill wif them.. so we went separate ways but i forgot my house key was in his car. Then i called him and he came to pass me. After which quarrel worsened. He said he wanna drive me home but i said i dont want.. after that I walked to mrt and he walked back to the carpark i supposed. At that point of time i'm crying, yet i must be brave to go home alone. I couldn't see anyth and yet he could drove them to Clarke Quay and left me alone. He said he wanna cool down. I was so afraid and lonely and no one was there for me. I msged several female frenx but they couldn't come out. Then i msged weiliang asked if he was with his gf... if so then maybe can go out wif his gf 'cos he stayed near me.

After sometime then he called when i was already wif Jason. Then he msged he was at hg green wif his frenx. Jason sent me home and i'm right here blogging. He said i was ridiculous.... u think i wanna quarrel abt tomatoes?!?! HAI. Now he said he understood. But i didn't understand why he wanna let Sherleen decide everything. Even after i have decided what to eat... in the end never ordered b'cos Sherleen said sth. Now i think being his friend is more valuable and priortised than being his girlfriend. Sherleen called the shot for everything lor.

I'm really at a lost. I think i have failed as a girlfriend. Know also wrong. Ppl denied said he got eat.. Advice pls. ):

Dear said i'm so sweet to draw this. But he didn't realise that the date is wrong! ROFL now then i spotted the mistake. I wrote his bday instead. -.- kekeke.



Rahhss! See my punch ! =P SO FUNNY LAR.


A proper pose wif dear ; see my lil reddy nose after sun-tanning.





Went Sentosa on tues wif NYP frenx.



left to right: Yee Pei, Eileen, Avelyn (me).



Left to right: Guang Sheng, Ling Ling, Eileen, Avelyn , Takeshi, Laura


Awesome flying! but only i'm still in e air while the rest touch e ground alrdy. LOL.



Group names in puzzle form. My name is in e middle besides the heart. =)



Fun time sun-tanning.

Enjoyed myself during this 1 week break. Anyway, I intended to take BTT but not sure if i got the time to book the test date not. keke i wanna learn driving! (: