Fcuking sad. I knew the entire day we spent together was so happy until i brought up sth. He's indecisive and i sort of angered by him. Because i cared for him, so i reacted this way. But he didn't understand and think otherwise, so be it.
Just know my tears were flowing and never ending.. He wanted to fetch me up but i guess there is no need to when he could say until i'm so damn selfish and evil. He said he was pekcek... kept saying"lim peh". I know you are old, don't need to say it again and again. (joke)
My heart bleeds when i was waiting at my kitchen window as usual. Waiting to see him walking towards his car. This time round he didn't look up and just went into his car and drove off. After that he called me.
Hai. Sometimes it's better not to be so kaypoh wanna care for people. Just want to stay happy and it's just so damn hard.
ARGH.
