Sunday, April 25, 2010

Am I contented?




















Went to Universal Studio Singapore on the 17th April last week! Pretty cool I would say!

Sorry my post title is abit off topic... actually i wanted to write an emo post but not sure why ended up uploading some of the photos from Universal Studio! :D

Am I contented now? Hmmmm, frankly speaking, i'm not really contented. The future is still so uncertain. How can you prove to me that you are the right one for me? I really wonder. Action speaks louder than words... sometimes I could feel that you care for me but not at all times... Why is it so? maybe i'm the one that contradicts. I wanted a man that would care for me, pamper me alot alot alot (both mentally & physically) and be there for me whenever I needed him. However, considering the physical pampering part, it means spending money on me by buying branded gifts, dining treats etc. All these need $$$ !! Can these last long? I would always support him if he were to pursue his studies again. I wonder why does his company take such a long time to conduct the scholarships. It's such a waste of time and you wouldn't know the chance of getting the scholarship anyway! ):

Are you being 100% truthful and frank? Nothing beats the truth. I wouldn't want to lead a happy life that is being created among those lies.

I would really be contented if he can really manage his finance well. But the thing is, how should I do when the glass is always over-filled with water? hais. As the sayings goes, love is not enough. It comes with bread and butter ($) as well. When life is so complicated?!

hahahas. alright. cut my crap and I'm gng to slp already. Teeth hurts damn badly!!