So long nvr update my blog alrdy... don't have so much time recently.

Had started working @ L'Oreal Singapore.. Damn hectic everyday. That's my life now. Working & working while waiting for my Uni application.

I'm quite moody today. All along i was very guilty that my dear didn't go Maldives for his work trip. This was about 1+ years ago...if he had gone there to work, he could have saved some money and wouldn't need to buy a car so soon. Now, his budget was tight every month. All these I blamed myself that made him lose the opportunity.

Yesterday, I merely recalled and told him. He said his boss didn't choose him anyway because he had to stay in Singapore for a certain project that the other guy didn't have the base pass to enter. Okays... if that's the case, why would he tell me in the past that it's his choice and he wants to stay with me so that I wouldn't miss him badly and may improve our relationship. Our r/s was indeed very bad at the start. Does this make him sound very good and sacrifice for me in a way? -__- hais.

Today is Sunday! He gonna work in the evening though. I am not very happy with him because he told me to find things to do and he also had things to do. i.e. To wash his dirty car. I know that he would wash his car every Sunday but that doesn't mean I cannot chat with him longer right?

Bad mood !! X_x